Updates (June 16, 2026) Part 3

Semester 2 in part time nursing school in Scarborough in 2020 …

I wake up daily at 5 AM after grueling studying till late at night.

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Shower and pack … study, review …

What was I going to tell the patients?

As a Chinese looking nurse mistaken for a Chinese doctor they expect a full report on symptoms, diagnosis and relief by interacting with me within 2 mins like at the ER.

Do I understand Western medicine in Scarborough?

Do I understand Western medicine in Oshawa?

Is there a cultural and racial component? Did I waste the last 10 years not understanding how the outside system works while accepting I am a pawn in the sports game? Should I have worked retail jobs in the past 10 years to understand ‘fate’?

I am here just to collect money, pension and help out right? I assist right?

Do I have enough insight in the game to offer? Offer what? Alternative styles of living? While the main 3 groups fight in the ring and kiss up after fighting?

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So the whole point of medicine is to show the patient that there are people that care about you. You could be in a rut in your life making you sick (mathy ego dead and gone), visiting a doctor will help relieve you and through socializing with the medical staff. You might feel better after seeing medical personnel … only if you are higher cultured …

How the systemic system is setup is that most higher classes of people do what they love in life extending the ability branch to new horizons and more new horizons. When you are part of that higher class you are well …

Stay a part of that higher class to maintain wellness. Canada is external.

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To maintain health and wellness in an external validated world as a Dalit Full South Vietnamese born in Canada is just do your passions full throttle most of the time. You are human. You must eat banh xeo, a few of them.

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When working in labour you notice your coworkers and how race affects them if they are more coloured than you and born in the West.

In schools, the elementary teachers support the stragglers but that goes away in high school near the end.

So you see the more coloured people struggle the most or barely hold on. They used to be the center of attention and get help and now they have narrow focus and only themselves to depend on.

Therefore, coloured folk quit and after a while open their own businesses that help the economy their way. They might open grocery store (maybe ethnic) or become their own building contractors.

After a while they become really good and get known to do quality work at one of the best prices.

Therefore large, large companies usually staff the 3 main groups fighting it out or helping each other out while more coloured secondary people own small businesses or open their own company.

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I worked in retail for years and then created websites out of growth. That is all. Vietnamese born from refugees. I am one of the first out who is 100% Westernized since I am born in Canada.

I had enough retail and life experiences and opened websites talking about this and that as a 2nd generation Vietnamese born in Canada. It resonates with the coloured people and some people who are so out of system because usually the stragglers have the right words for clarity and motivation as they are rock bottom.

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Vietnamese usually are independent. But also because they are so independent they don’t really share. And when they do share they lose their edge.

Sharing to much skills and technique leaves you vulnerable to get overrun especially when growing up and in school and young.

Therefore in the age of AI and Tech you must keep learning or do healthcare or technician work.

So life is screwed.

You must go 200% on your passion since like the last 10 years. AI has been here for the last 5-6 years and it started like 10 years ago. We were affected for the last 10 years really.

And for the last 10 years I did stuff before AI and with AI.

So if you don’t take out loans and do your passion you will be left stunted because AI actually is more harmful than helpful in schooling from K – 12 I think.

Being so studious and understanding of AI consequences is not 100% fool proof. You have to look at AI as a problem than a helpful tool because at the end we all think negative more than positive I think. And more negative when we get old.

I see a future of Amish living for me as AI is used and using my work for its data use.

How much coffee and donuts do I have to eat till I flip positive and am aware of all the problems streamlining everything? I am an old fart at 42 years old and given up pretty much.

But also I do my thing which doesn’t require any use of AI ….

And that is the secret. If your passionate project is so unique maybe AI may or may not help.

Be you, be unique, have that edge.

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But doing more and more and more is so tiring even when doing your passions.

When to stop?

When to stop in the ‘New World’? When to go hiking and canoeing?