NOTES

• In the land of the circus, North America, you must accept the dynamics first and accept the growth and development of it all. Good and bad, bad and good ???
• If you are coloured in North America all you can do is your passion even in poverty. That is what the government wants as the last resort. Coloured people will create, create out of misery and lack of funds and lack of support.
• There will always be different countries with different beliefs (People just look different so they see things different). So just live. All you can do is cycle to get more this or that or find a woman you want to take care of in this world doing your passionate work to scale if you can and enjoy that steak once in a while.
• So basically if you are not a player ... you create chemistry with that one woman ... and that one woman makes you go flat out smart to create increasing chemistry requiring computer science to create interesting conversations ... relationships cause you to learn. So at the end it is love. You can not stop love.
• In life, people want to be led.
• Work hard and good to lead your family.
• Hold God and your passions by your side.
• In the modern day, life is all about your passions. Don't forget that.
• At the age after midlife (36 - 41), life is all about expansion and keeping busy. If you are young and struggling, age will rectify you if you keep reading and lead a peaceful life with no drugs. Don't make a fuss. Make a fuss in a First World country ??? You can buy a slushie machine for cheap. Middle age calms you. Eat some lunch buffets at this point. Prices are reasonable.
• Life is really about computers and doing that odd install of that 'Z' software that is required to run 'A' software. The maze of computer setup and use is that makes life. Life is not linear. If you want a exciting life full of wonder and things to do play and focus on the computer and see what comes from it.
• People go out and socialize and drink a beer or two. The secret for a good life is quiet study in your study room for health, looks, and smarts and wide and deep character development. Eventually leading you to become a philosopher of science. Older people going out do X, Y, Z, 1, 2, 3, etc. activities 24/7/365 all secretly know that living before high speed internet was calm, safe and smarter and healthier and saner.
• The secret is living is when the world did not have computers cheaply accessible. That means live life like in the 1960's I think when computers were too expensive to own. Limit technology like just a pager to get updated with only important news. Preserve your energy, sanity and grow you into a old wise person like the ancient philosophers of previous who can philosophize today.

Computers

• It is really trying to program well
  • Perfect 1 output functions reused
  • Streamline
  • Big and bigger system to encompass the world -> universe
  • System designs and better system designs
  • Incorporate AI to find better solutions???
• But the thing is that the above is linear mostly ... who are you and what are you doing born in the First World?
• At first software is hard and so difficult only the unhinged can do it. But after a good 7 years at it, it is normal
• The idea is to understand and use software normally. Use software normally in everyday life.

2 Routes for programming:

1. FAANG
2. In the margins for fun and for zest of life ... in the First World ...

Vietnamese

Realistically life as a full South Vietnamese born in Canada from Muong Trau is sooooo odd.

I am like 50% mixed with everything as Muong Trau is possibly the heart of Mekong Delta.

People can say I am the most DALIT person ever or not!

So what do I deserve?

People

People don't change until they get worked up and overtime become their country of birth

I, David, finally feel Canadian and people around my age see that I was born in Canada, understand the dilemmas and grew and mellowed.

But frequencies don't really change over the world. Here in Canada I am hated on by coloured people because I am who I am (whatever genetics that are expressed left makes Chinese and Whites dislike me naturally). I guess this problem is so problematic that I must return home to Vietnam at the end.

Basically there are 2 - 3 groups that want to colonize the world (1. Whites from NA, 2. Muslims and 3. Chinese). They have that frequency and gene to colonize and that screws up everything for others who just want to be independent and share food.

So at the end, I must get the degrees and return back to Vietnam because I could care less about their opinions and them trying to colonize all the time. Just forget them as I don't have the time or energy to care. I don't have it in me to care. So socialization and befriending these groups are pointless when most of the time I care about is pizza and ice cream.

Because I don't colonize naturally because I am from the Mekong, I get trouble in modern Canadian society with others. I don't have a colonization gene. I just have the farmer gene.

Oshawa

As long as you stay in Oshawa and get filtered social media that is good, everything is fine.

Canada

What is life? Cycling? Colonizing? Coffee? Donuts? Some circus?

Maybe because Canada/NA is a a circus that I live OK as a Canadian? As a Canadian I am used to this circus.

In Vietnam I am rushing to be the top 0.1% English teacher which will kill me as a Canadian or will it?

Living Vietnamese Culture in Canada

So I take care of my mom and dad currently, I guess this is the life I have now doing that.

If someone criticizes or makes comment at the moment, they don't know what I am living currently.

My life is my life how it is now or in the future or in the past.

Vietnam Working in Vietnam

You are seen as a failure in Vietnam if you come back to Vietnam and work and live.

You could not handle the circus and accept the craziness of North America. You did not mature enough to see that life is soloing 1000% and getting hit and dodging the fighting that may happen.

But the frequency of Vietnamese who are full don't colonize, we depend on the climate??? We farmers are dependent on mother nature while other Vietnamese that make it successful in NA self-developed the single mindset.

2nd Generation Vietnamese

How hard is it to get a female?

How hard is it to keep one?

It all depends on God.

But the difficulties of having a solid relationship in Canada as a 2nd Gen with another 2nd Gen is hard if the world is so egotistical and external.

So you got to say @#$# the world and eat ice cream.