DIASPORA

In my experience, there are 3 things that took place to create the software that we did since 2020 – 2026.

Born in the First World knowing deep down ‘technicality’ is what people really want
Always knowing better than your parents
Always knowing you have time in safe, supportive First World. Disregard the nagging from your family to hurry up and get married and have children, etc. Your ‘wife’ will appreciate the time you put out to grow and mature.

But the main problem we saw during our 35 years of living in the West, the culture of the world was spiraling into degeneracy.

I went back to school in 2019 to become a practical nurse in Scarborough at 35. More well ventured people told me … “You are currently in your 20 – 30s born in the First World, what are you going to do for the next 80+ years in a First World country with all it’s supports, amenities, education and clean fresh water?”.

People were smoking weed normally daily. Lot’s of alcohol and other things …

So if I was a practical nurse doing volunteer outreach work walking outside in -28°C (+ wind chill) weather during the Canadian winters at 2:40 AM at night and see a guy passed out on the sidewalk, how do I know if he is just ‘high’? Should I bother him?

I am looking to raise a family, looking to work for the next 20+ years for a nice pension and hope my children don’t do drugs and study hard to pursue healthcare like everyone else wants. So as a practical nurse, I go outside in the cold heavy wet snow to see high people 4 times a night during my night shift ???

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So I went back and did computers. Who do you live for? And if you live is it supposed to be fun, captivating and learning?

Are you supposed to set an example of high achiever? or at least try? What do you want to show the people that are sick, sad, and depressed?

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I worked with Ben Cybulski, brother William Nguyen, brother-in-law Simon Fisher and learned from a great number of people on YouTube and the computing community to develop a radio button solution for Windows 10 debloating in 2020.

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TOPICS:

North American Dynamic:

The wide range of dynamics is what creates innovation. It is the collision of need, loss and common struggle.

For example, I am full South Vietnamese (An Giang province) born in Canada but in Oshawa, lived most of my life in Ajax and now struggle badly living back in an industrial town like Oshawa. And also turning into First Peoples and working with Westerners near and far remotely.

That is the mixed wide range dynamic that forces you to work to have something tangible to live on without working for a super nice Canadian healthcare pension for 20+ years.

This circumstances forces you to mellow, work hard, and be decisive.

Subconscious in North America:

It took me 37 years to develop a software product that had merit.

I have been studying subconsciously since 1995 to create tools and better computer tools. Studying the use of UI while having fun with PCs, maintaining them and repairing them.

As a child of Boat People born in Canada, I wanted to do something that took some work.

But as a Canadian, I wanted to go to Ontario Place, Canada’s Wonderland, Niagara Falls, 1000 Islands, Algonquin Parks and stay in Eaton’s Centre watching movies, eating and drinking all day hot chocolate/Double-Doubles/pop and sugary donuts.

Do you see the dilemma? I love charcoal BBQing … I like to BBQ chicken, pork chops, steak, corn, okra …

Line and Guidance:

It is the support I got from Dmitry Nefedov/farag2/Sanctuary to have a line of support mainly.

His optimism and uplifting character that is 100 miles higher than mine lets me see what I have different from the normal lift of normal life I normally have on this side of the world.

After getting the chance to rewrite the software 100x times, I got good. It is all about the line and rewriting (refactoring).

So do a product worth building (address yourself by solving it using software) and find those people that give you life support for life.

Dmitry Nefedov has very high-level living and thinking, I needed someone to think and live that high for me to see beyond 5-feet in front of me.

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Like we could have stopped in 2020 with our version, but there is more to life ??? There are people and opportunities and understanding to reach farther than your city. Why did I go that far? I guess it was a need.

Tone:

Age and experience at the end gave me the ‘stuff’ to change me. This is the most important.

When you work a lot of jobs and experience all types of people and worked ‘The Sacrifice’ of doing healthcare, then you finally learned and went around the loop to see God/Buddha.

Giving yourself to God/Buddha changed me. I worked in healthcare so nothing bothers me. This is actually the most important thing out of all of this on this page. When you sacrifice your life to God/Buddha to help others regardless of sickness and ill health, then you can and will do anything to live and also experiment in life.

You can die the next day or next second while serving for others. That is why no one really bothers me and I can not be really bothered. What is the point of people bothering people?

Phases:

If you are a 2nd Generation wanting to give back and work and do whatever in Vietnam, you got to go in phases until you are solo.

Go back to Vietnam during different stages of your life.

You must be from a First World country to do this well.

Work that job and this job to explore physical, mental and social needs of yourself, your country and people around you.

That is the trick. You are supposed to understand the needs of yourself and others including your countrymen to have impact. Also at different stages of age and maturity so you can grow and then contrast. Contrasting your birth country to your origin country is what makes you think, change and do.

Old Enough:

The old age trick is when you are middle-aged still without a wife and family of your own.

That last jump from either a career in healthcare in your birthed country or venturing off being an entrepreneur.

When you reach this stage of fatherhood is when you know what your priorities are and what you need in life to move on. If you feel empty, entrepreneurship is there to explore the emptiness.

Location:

The most important 2 factors of creation is:

Born in a thinking environment where race and looks don’t matter.
The North American experiment.

Work in an industrial town where work is the merit.
Oshawa is North American. The name Oshawa is First Peoples meaning “Where the canoes rest or stored” I think. It is a transport hub where action occurs for trade and business.

Exit Strategy to Retirement:

You can not have times of luxury to create innovation and create product. Underlying my 42 years of life is stress of not knowing if I have an exit strategy from doing my free software developments for the past 6 – 7 years.

As you build and build and test and test and deploy and deploy, you must build with a woman. And at the end have an exit strategy to get to that final product where you can relax and sell. Retire.

Maintenance Work:

Enjoying yourself programming away and releasing this and that, is fine for mere enjoyment and fun in the First World where you have time.

But when people from the outside start asking you for stuff then you must quickly learn to deal with the outside world and settle on doing something to avoid extra stress or problems of outside people’s wants and needs. They made you think and are going to keep bothering you for something you have in the beginning until you teach them how to live and become strong as you …

Outside people who are looking at you even when doing your thing daily in the margins of society, will question you and even try to debase your entire operations. People will question and create actions that will turn your operations upside down if you don’t interact and help.

The goal is to keep rational, humane and interact to stay in business doing your unique work with the outside.

The goal then is to teach the outside people to find themselves and believe in God for a path of work and salvation. Everyone is unique. There must be underlying problems they seek to solve and improve themselves to give them that high leverage for comfortability and peace of mind at the end. There is work, there is improvement and there is hope.

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But simply the work I do is based on a bigger problem which is managing energy and resources to keep up with ongoing maintenance and support of Microsoft OS updates and fixes.

It is boring in reality. If you take 3 steps back, it sucks. No one wants to do 24/7/365 watch. But that is what is ‘leftover’ and got me work …

It is the hard work people do at the end of the line. Either people accept it or just talk.

Eventually, you do the hard work that is all that is left … circumstances will make you and force you over time.

Cycle and Repeat:

The aftermath of planting and harvesting?

According to North American urban culture, Vietnamese are low-level workers that serve mainly.

50 years in a pressure cooker you get something, do we? Not really. Same labels as the frequency of countries don’t change. Same initial toss and throw against certain countries deemed civil or not.

So the people who:

People who helped you in the past.
- Acknowledge you now but will fall back labelling you uncivil
People who helped you during.
- These people are surprised but they rode in the passenger seat and are OK with you mainly because they come from the same/similar background as you
People who dismissed you entirely.
- They pushed your buttons to succeed. They started your journey. They will always will be the same people from 10,000 years ago. Just opposite to you and want to see you not present in the same room. It is because they have opposite frequency.

So what is life as a full South Vietnamese who has some harvest merit?

You still get shunned and labeled low-level, so marry and work with a woman who understands this and cycle.

Stay in the margins of society as that is how it is. That is life. All you did was make a discovery from surviving the pressure cooker.