In my experience, there are 3 things that took place to create the software that we did since 2020 – 2026.

1. Born in First World knowing deep down technicality is what people really want
2. Always knowing better than your parents
3. Always knowing you have time in safe supportive First World

But the main problem we saw during our 35 years of living in the West. The culture of the world was spiraling into degeneracy.

I went back to school in 2019 to become a practical nurse in Scarborough at 35. More well ventured people told me … “You are 20 – 30s born in the First World, what are you going to do for the next 80+ years in a First World country with all it’s supports, amenities and education?”.

People were smoking weed normally daily. Lot’s of alcohol and other things …

So if I was a practical nurse doing volunteer outreach work walking outside in -28°C (+ wind) weather during the Canadian winters at 1:40 AM at night and see a guy passed out on the sidewalk. How do I know if he is just ‘high’? Should I bother him?

I am looking to raise a family, looking to work for the next 20+ years for a nice pension and hope my children don’t do drugs and study hard to pursue healthcare. So instead I go outside in the cold heavy wet snow to see this 4 times a night during night shift?

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So I went back and did computers. Who do you live for? And if you live is it supposed to be fun, captivating and learning?

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I worked with Ben Cybulski, brother William Nguyen, brother-in-law Simon Fisher and learned from great people on YouTube and computing community to develop a radio button solution for Windows 10 debloating in 2020.

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TOPICS:

1. North American Dynamic?
2. What is in your subconscious what do you represent according to North America?
3. Who can you look up to for a line and guidance?
4. What set the tone?

Other Topics

1. Phases
2. Old Enough?
3. Location
4. Exit Strategy to Retirement
5. Real Deal Hard Maintenance Work
6. Cycle and Repeat

North American Dynamic:

The wide range of dynamics is what creates innovation. The collision of need, loss and common struggle.

For example, I am full South Vietnamese (An Giang province) born in Canada but born in Oshawa, lived most of my life in Ajax and now struggle living back in industrial town like Oshawa while turning into First Peoples and working with Westerners near and remotely.

That is the mixed wide range dynamic you got to force yourself to work to have something tangible to live on without working for a super nice Canadian healthcare pension for 20+ years.

This circumstances forces you to mellow, work hard, and be decisive

Subconscious in North America:

It took me 37 years to develop a software product that had merit.

I have been studying subconsciously since 1995 to create tools and better computer tools. Studying the use of UI while having fun with PCs, maintaining them and repairing them.

As a child of Boat People born in Canada, I wanted to do something that took some work.

But as a Canadian, I wanted to go to Ontario Place, Canada’s Wonderland, Niagara Falls, 1000 Islands, Algonquin Parks and Eaton’s Centre all day drinking hot chocolate/Double-Doubles/pop and eating sugary donuts.

Do you see the dilemma? I love charcoal BBQing … I like to BBQ chicken, pork chops, steak, corn …

Line and Guidance:

It is the support I got from Dmitry Nefedov/farag2/Sanctuary to have and have a line.

His optimism and uplifting character that is 100 miles higher than mine let me see what I have different from the normal lift of normal life.

After getting the chance to rewrite the software 100x times, I got good. It is all about the line and rewriting.

So do a product worth building (address yourself by solving it using software) and find those people that give you life support for life.

Dmitry Nefedov is very high level living and thinking, I needed someone to think and live that high for me to see beyond 5 feet in front of me.

Tone:

Age and experience at the end gave me the ‘stuff’ to do the changes. This is the most important.

When you work a lot of jobs and experience all types of people and worked the sacrifice of doing healthcare, then you learned.

Giving yourself to God/Buddha changed me. I worked in healthcare so nothing bothers me. This is actually the most important thing out of all of this. When you sacrifice your life to God/Buddha to help others, then you can and will do anything to live and also experiment.

You can die the next day while serving for others. That is why no one really bothers me and I can not be really bothered. What is the point?

Phases:

If you are a 2nd Generation wanting to give back and work and do whatever in Vietnam, you got to go in phases until you are solo.

Go back to Vietnam during different stages of your life.

You must be from a First World country.

Work that job and this job to explore physical, mental and social needs of yourself, your country and people around you.

That is the trick. You are supposed to understand the needs of yourself and other including your countrymen to have impact. Also at different stages contrasting your birth country.

Old Enough:

The old age trick is when you are middle-aged without a wife and family of your own.

That last jump from either a career in healthcare in your birthed country or venturing off.

Whenever you are going to reach this stage of fatherhood is when you know what your priorities are and what you need in life for your individual self.

Location:

The most important 2 factors of creation is:

1. Born in a thinking environment where race, looks don’t matter
2. The North American experiment

1. Work in an industrial town where work is the merit.
2. Oshawa is North American. The name Oshawa is First Peoples meaning “Where the canoes rest or stored” I think. It is a transport hub where action occurs for trade and business.

Exit Strategy to Retirement:

You can not have simple luxury times to create innovation and create product. Underlying my 42 years of life is stress of not knowing if I have an exit strategy from doing my free software developments for the past 6-7 years.

As you build and build and test and test and deploy and deploy, you must build with a woman. And at the end have an exit strategy to get to that final product where you can relax and sell. Retire.

Maintenance Work:

Enjoying yourself programming away and releasing this and that is fine for mere enjoyment and fun. But when people from outside start asking stuff then you must quickly learn to deal with the outside and settle on doing something to avoid extra stress or problems. They made you think …

Even doing your thing daily in the margins of society, you will get questioned and get information that will try to debase you even. Questions and actions that turn your operation upside down. The goal is to keep rational and humane and help yourself retire or stay in business doing your unique work. The goal then is to teach the people to find themselves and believe in God for a path of work and salvation. Everyone is unique. There must be underlying problems they seek to solve to promote themselves in that frame.

But simply the work I do is based on a bigger problem which is managing energy and resources to keep up with ongoing maintenance and support of Microsoft OS updates and fixes.

It is boring in reality. If you take 3 steps back. It sucks. No one want to do 24/7/365 watch. But that is what is left over and got me work …

It is the hard work people do at the end of the line. Either people accept it or just talk.

Eventually you do the hard work … circumstances will make you and force you.

Cycle and Repeat:

The aftermath of planting and harvesting?

According to North American urban culture, Vietnamese are low-level workers that serve mainly.

50 years in a pressure cooker you get something do we? Not really. Same labels as the frequency of countries don’t change. Same initial toss and throw against certain countries deemed civil or not.

So the people who:

• People who helped you in the past.
  • Acknowledge you now but will fall back labelling you uncivil
• People who helped you during.
  • These people are surprised but they rode in the passenger seat and are OK with you mainly because they come from the same background as you
• People who dismissed you entirely.
  • They pushed your buttons to succeed. They started your journey. They will always will be the same people from 10,000 years ago. Just opposite to you and want to see you not present in the same room. It is because they have opposite frequency.

So what is life as a full South Vietnamese who has some harvest merit?

You still get shunned and labeled low-level, so marry and work with woman who understands this and cycle.

Stay in the margins of society as that is how it is. That is life. All you did was make a discovery from surviving the pressure cooker.