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  • So what am I now after all this ???

    I am living a multicultural area where different cultures meet and play and intersect.

    I am a patriot Ontarian who believes in multicultural living in the North American circus. Everything is basically 50:50.

    I have some medical experience working in healthcare in Scarborough, Ajax, and Oshawa.

    But as a full South Vietnamese Dalit, I work in the dark for now.

  • My Life

    I have this life because I can and you can too!

    I don’t work a 9 – 5 but I do. I work with my parents business always on call.

    But I code and do my personal projects.

    That is the trick.

    Real estate and doing personal projects.

    This is an odd life. Can’t really describe it.

  • Zen and Polarization

    In Canada, there are a few places where Zen exists.

    Scarborough is the prime location for Zen people in GTA and possibly Markham.

    But as I get older at 42 years old, I become more and more polar is a ‘unnice’ way.

    I am Zen. So ZEN that I only like food.

    I am losing my way.

    Now it is about people and things.

    Things have shifted.

    Got to return to Zen country.

  • Body Count and Happiness in the First World

    I only had a few physical relationships and in those relationships only 1 was 100% physical …

    It fell apart because things were not 100% compatible after the wedding.

    So I dream of marrying again and having a blast travelling and eating out.

    So with few body counts I am always happy in this safe, supportive, First World Canada where happiness can happen.

    Am I wrong?

    Am I right?

    Is everyone doing one-night stands?

    If there are, is it everything you imagined?

    It is probably normal.

    But I am happy today with my life.

    Basically I could go pass away and be happy.

    Is that life?

    Or do you want to have sex with 1000s of people before you die because you are hurting for sex? Like you want to wander and play it all!

    Anyways, I love writing and blogging and helping people learn and get out of depression teaching refactoring and school.

    I think my blogs helped a number of 2nd generation Vietnamese born in the West. Probably helped a lot of Vietnamese in Vietnam too!

    I get tons of views according to the stats counter so that is reassuring God and love is there.

    So because I believe in God since 2018, everything is fine.

    If I go, I go.

    Life is precious and I stook by God and have some external merit.

  • How to talk and respond …

    In Oshawa, it is pain, snow and work …

    You jump on YouTube or some international newspaper and they talk about everything, including the work you do if it is something good … That is the problem.

    So your teacher was right in grade 4.

    If you want to do extremely cool stuff in Canada, move to California. There you melt in the melting pot to become American and the things you do are American. No finger cultural pointing.

    I did stuff in Oshawa and get targeted as a ‘SEA monkey’ by international news and YouTube.

    But I need this location to do stuff???

    Then what is life?

    To avoid all these problems in life in Canada as a Vietnamese living in Oshawa is to do linear work only now.

    If you want to become abstract engineer move to where there is melting cultural pot even if your current location motivates you to engineer great things???

    It is all location at the end.

    So that means there is no abstract tangent programming no more from Oshawa for the rest of time???

    So we all code similar like 1998 forever.

    But did the location of Oshawa from a Dalit full South Vietnamese born in Oshawa programming tangents was a thing? Or was it nothing?

    We will never know now he has given up.

    So how does the world do the most Dalit programming in what best location? Seattle or Cali? Where else? Montreal?

    The problem with my parents and older brother now is that they are becoming so First Peoples with polarization. They want to colonize a bit like America. They have an angle now.

    How to return to ‘Zen mode’ like David’s uncle Chu’s back in Vietnam?

    Definitely move back to avoid the hate and dislike. Share the fish, shrimp and rice back home!

    Where in Canada do they accept Vietnamese fully Zen mode without them getting lost in the natural frequency of Wold