Updates (June 17, 2026) Part 2

When working … you work hard and then you see the section of society that you will become one day if you don’t mix with hard working outside immigrants.

It is the immigrant population women that strive and strive to push because at hour zero from their country no one is saving them.

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When I was working retail …

At 35 I knew quite a bit and could hold a knowledge based job kind of.

But the thing is that I needed a tactical strategy for super long growth and retirement and ongoing.

The technicians used software that was sometimes buggy.

Now you get it.

Work in designing and updating a software package that people rely on. Rely on a lot or little, at least rely on.

That is why in your lifetime you should go out there and do a thinking job that requires you to know 1001 things.

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When the body count is low, you say wonderful righteous helpful motivational things to make people love, wonder and laugh and stay present.

This is especially correct for men.

The more body counts in the First World brings hate and comparisons and doubt and worry.

That is why I work this job and am happy 99% of the time and am just wearing a fat suit for cushioning.

My mental health is actually good.

Supposedly, people with large body counts are pushing me to think more body counts the better so I lose my happiness and place in God’s society.

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For example I built a simple 1 megabyte software that is pretty cool in 2020.

If I go around dating … people will judge me. Judge me by my origins with the American stereotype to keep me below them.

Even though I develop software that is downloaded quite a bit with the Windows OS installs, people will overlook that and say ……#$@#%@#SDG$#TSERF$#@FS … behind my back or coded in way to deflate my ego in racist controlling money making North America way. This way races cycle and chase each other.

Life is shit for Vietnamese in North America as we are the scapegoats. When people work hard they think in the back of their mind who am I working for? Where are the taxes used for? Taxes are used for the scapegoats of society ????

So they have leverage even though it is not 100% scientific. Scape goat do the dirty work of society no one wants and are the scapegoat for people to laugh at when they are working hard and feeling blue.

And that is why I don’t date basically all my life in Canada as my people were used as the scapegoats in Canada and USA.

So Vietnamese feel the same and date their own. This is a negative view.

That is why 2nd generation Vietnamese move back while Vietnamese born in Vietnam stay as this doesn’t make sense to them as they think everyone is the same 100% and everything is 50:50 and fight for their 50% making money for North America. Ethnic wants and needs can make money because of different real needs to stir up the pot.

The 2nd generation Vietnamese in the West are scapegoated from birth so my that they live and work in Singapore and Vietnam for mental health as people are coded to belittle SEA to death for their laughter and enjoyment as basic human beings.

Basically scapegoats die if they believe in the negative Vietnamese/Asian stereotypes, play the stereotypes, joke with the stereotypes. If they try to make money of the stereotypes as a Vietnamese they die at the end. No one is laughing when you have no educational academic business merit maybe ???

I see influencers and actresses in the 30s and 40s who are Vietnamese past their prime realizing they fucked up playing the stereotypical Vietnamese negative role.

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I knew from the beginning I should study till I get a PhD in kindergarten. I watched too much PBS and TVO when I was young and Star Trek.

Never once did I post a picture of myself on Instagram because God told me that is wrong for me.

Social media is good??? Good for some but at the end what did God bestow on you that is universally valued worldwide in every language?

Life is 50:50 at the end … some people listen to the media and make it big … some go the book route.

You must choose one and devote yourself to it as you must remain happy and in good spirits 99.99% of the day.

Life in 1500 AD was good and it was bookish. Why did you change?

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So the influencers that did social media for the past 15 – 20 years, where are they now?

So basically, as a full South Vietnamese born in Canada I grew up with YouTube Asians mostly from California … They made millions of followers and invited cool prime star guests on their channel that I idolized growing up.

But do you know what? They targeted me for the past 2 years wanting me to join them in California to ‘dissect me’.

They wanted ‘South East Asian monkey from Mekong Delta who hangs around on bamboo trees’ to play with? They offered me what in return … I don’t see a banana at least? But I want a pineapple chicken sauteed with fresh jasmine rice on the regular … Do you even know me? Or do you see a monkey only?

But I am doing OK here in Oshawa, Ontario, Canada working on the GM Auto Assembly Line producing products for all of North America and the World?

I work 24/7/365 stressed out all the time and they offer me … ??? Or are they taking from me ??? But I work 24/7/365. Tell me when will they have time for me?

And do you know the kicker … What damage was done? What damage has been done over the course of 20 years behind everyone’s back?

YouTube is not the place for openness and helpfulness and equality. That is done with the pen and paper. Education and entertainment done through video is biased.

Again everything is 50:50 and those countries and my country will always exist.

Thank you for your time.

The worst part is that their parents told them not to pursue YouTube mostly …

Asian parents whether immigrant or 2nd gen want their children to study and get a simple lab technician job at least to avoid biases living in North America. Just healthcare. Their parents looked out for their children and their children went full racist on YouTube to shed blood like a 5 years old.

Now that I am off YouTube permanently they can be racist to the next guy to create views and money based on their past history and ancient warring emotional history.

YouTube is 99.9999% garbage.

It is only good for racists and instructional video to replace a cabin air filter for your minivan.

Should we be listening to our wise Asian parents who fled Asia for lab technician jobs that pay decent but teach you discipline in maths and dealing with people in public?

You like feeding online trolls glued to their 6 inch screen?

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