Updates (Apr 5, 2026)
What am I complaining about? What have I been complaining about for the last 6 years?
What I should be thinking more is what impresses me?
‘Message Code Breaking’
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That is what makes me live.
Because I am a millennial and born in Canada, I am doing what I want until I learn that level of complexity which is code breaking.
People can make fun of me and be racist which I have to accept here in Canada, but down in my core the things that are worth learning and living for is the complexity of message code breaking back in the day.
Nothing else really matters than that unique subject.
This is what I wake up each day for partly.
I got this idea from my friend Dave from Britain.
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Time to grow, change and pivot.
My time is done almost, wait another year.
Then onto other living
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You have to cycle.
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Don’t look for answers 20 years in time, act within a year.
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I went to the bank the other day and with the life experiences I have at 42 years old, I realized people are First Peoples here and are just generally stressed the heck out in Oshawa.
It is not about race or colour or anything … when you get old you are just a person of Canada who is stressed to pay for their bills and run the country.
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And you have to be realistic.
You did a good job, your family represented, you made friends, you made relationships.
You just get old and things alter. Now someone else to take up the work.
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The thing is once you played out life and worked and studied and experienced, they things shift. This is high living as you choose to live old and mature and grow smart and work hard for something.