Updates (June 26, 2026)

Because I am a Dalit in North America, I sit in the house all day as of late.

For the past 7 years, I have been mostly inside doing my thing.

If I go outside I have to deal with people.

Inside I Zen and zone out coding and thinking.

Because in this area and frequency, most SEA are seen horrible people naturally. So if I go out, I have to deal with the public that sees me as garbage.

The North American frequency sees Vietnamese as bad people.

To do software like this required me to zone out in my parents house for weeks at a time as going outside people try to label me as something not nice.

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So the life and lifestyle I have doing my thing is Zening and zoning out as my escape and relaxation from the ugly world I am in as a Dalit on the outside …

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Life and Death …

So I got to this point in life …

I got stuff done …

Now time for life and death …

I got to accept to marry, have a child and raise it while working and then ultimate see my children give off offspring.

That is life.

That is what Tammy taught me.

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The problem is where in North America is this good to do?

or where in the world is having my kids?