Updates (June 13, 2026) Part 8

Then you realize you never needed social media to feel good and full …

I am off social media entirely and feel my head is normal and beating well.

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I have lost weight.

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My brother and sister never did engineering to a point where they can entertain themselves with outside commentary.

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The skill and experience you need is that you need to go out on a 2 mile tangent and more because you are a South East Asian Dalit.

No one in the world needs to go on a 2 mile tangent if they are not Vietnamese to prove the mind has some merit if pressured and used.

That is why the decision is not merely I am white or black. If you don’t want headaches and the constant comparisons, disconnect from white Social Media and you will see being a Dalit and working on your passions and craft is just the opposite way of living.

We are all glued to the screen watching Californians dance and sing. But what is the Dalit South Vietnamese guy doing at home with his team since 2020?

Eating some good rotisserie chicken in a banh mi and releasing software that people use regularly because he learned as a Dalit that is what full South Vietnamese born in Canada do.

Being glued to what Californians are doing 24/7/365 will kill you if you are a full South Vietnamese man born in Canada.

That is all it is. Just disconnect and live locally.

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The problem with some Vietnamese from Vietnam is the limit and choices they think. They say because of x reasons they do y reasons.

That doesn’t work in the West. You need to produce something or work for a company doing what the boss wants at the end to satisfy quotas and the boss’s ego.

In Vietnam you can be an entrepreneur selling sticky rice and boiled peanuts and disregard the daily drama once you made your profit for the day.

But that is the beauty of living on $1 profit.

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Anyways during the time from 2015 to now I was understanding scale of economies and industry while working at the supermarket.

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Then you realize after getting kicked in the crotch by Vietnamese in Vietnam who are angels working in medicine that you need to work out something as you messed up in life not listening to mom to be a good boy.

You work for 10 years building understanding he negatives and positives of East and West industries.

Then you realize life is just doing more and around people. You get in your middle age and then realize what has been said and done and do something a little off to the right.

You kick it in high gear and produce and produce and produce product that your team wants done.

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But during that time you realize the idea maker in the room, your real brother just comes up with ideas because he is naturally curious and old and smart and lived a good life of media watching and interacting in the world.

But the huge flaw is that it is emotional based with no logic building at its heart.

It is engineering and engineering happiness, work and the entire day.

If you have enough biology, chemistry and programming you can easily plan out entire days, weeks, months and years in advanced with getting your heartstrings pulled if someone crashes the party.

The point is to learn so much building that you can build your own reality with its up and downs and change the tone and conversation in your bidding.

You change the narrative and how people feel about the situation, product and the environment.

All this requires is in your core to change things for yourself to make things bigger and better by studying biology, chemistry and programming.

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I am furious, my brother can not sculpt his own reality with his hands without relying on others and me.

I will work now and make money to force him to travel to Vietnam and get his crotch kicked in by locals in our village.

Work for 6 months and fly to Vietnam and stay for 6 months so he feels worthless against the super powers and learn that creativity requires more logic and maths and a huge math set to counter any backlash or negativity.