Updates (May 31, 2026) Part 4

The thing about hitting 35 years old …

If you are in your 20s trying to make it in the world … guess what? You are learning and goofing and experimenting really … unless you started early when you were 9 years old.

… Why middle age matters for men.

Men who are not in the top in terms of race must study to learn beyond others.

As coloured people we only see our group and our race +1 and -1 levels.

To push the boundary is to study engineering (maths, logistics, computer science/programming) so you can solve the ‘problems’ that no other man can solve.

Men are all equal when they hit engineering problems.

Men and math are not really friends at 21 years old.

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Men must live a life beyond 20s to come to 35 years old and hit math hard if you were never socialized normal in society.

For example, I was dissuaded in learning maths in high school so I am stunted.

Only Tammy Nguyen understand this, I was picked on in high school and university because no one wanted Vietnamese to have a seat unless they are a girl.

So I worked outside since 25 after leaving uni and around 37 years old finally broke through with real world wisdom outside the school system.

The real world needs hard working brothers or the system infrastructure will fail. No one really works if they are higher ups in racial class unless …

None of that racial hierarchy really exists outside in the real world so that is why I succeeded.

In college and universities its a playground for racists. So avoid schools entirely if you are stopped at the first step in. Or just get your paper and run. You can actually feel the racism and being unsupported just walking through the door of colleges and universities as they are for racist people not looking at you human. The mindset of colleges and universities are “200% pure garbage” as the real world is different entirely.

At the end of the day no one supports no one so that is all it is.

Dark, invisible or even ugly like I am, I was not supported in multiculturalism Canada overall.

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But the real world is different. People need people making money and doing stuff. The ugly, dark, negative-void people has a place in the world like in Vietnam. Why not here in Canada? What do 2nd generation do? Travelism?

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To engineer solutions beyond 2D and 3D is something … that is what I want to talk about. In 37 years, I designed software that was not normal and it changed how people think and do.

Only because I was dissuaded from everything growing up in high school.

It maybe my teachers or location but that is crap.

If I lived in Montreal would it be better?

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Anyways after 35 years old and 2-3 kids in tow. Asian man or any other man goes bat shit. They are not like their grandfathers … different era.

They hate work, growth means nothing, they lose their ability to talk to women who are younger as they look old with some wrinkles and gray hairs. They lost their spark of youth.

What is the point of life 100 years ago. Back 100 years ago men met this scenario and became better people: grow wise and old and make stuff. Life is journey of accumulating knowledge, skill and white hairs and wrinkles. Reading books and drinking tea and coffee in the study.

Now with degenerative media men go bat shit thinking youth is everything.

100 years ago life was about industrialization and improving infrastructure and thinking. Going to the moon … Going to mars?

Now men even get botox and hair colouring to look young like they are 29 forever.

All this Tiktok and Instagram and dieting has made man go bat shit.

That is why I live like its 1500 AD in my study.

Men outside now younger and older than me are Barbies.

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