THE DEAL

I worked pretty hard for 37 years of my life here in the cold north Ontario, Canada.

I shouldn’t even be here. That is the crazy dilemma of this … This is the whole problem at the end.

Some person(s) wanted the Mekong Delta again and now I am in Oshawa coding? Funny eh? Funny eh Canada?

My mom birthed me. 3rd child. My mom only wanted 1 kid so she could continue studies at college but both parents on both sides said 4 kids.

… I got my CompTIA A+ IT Cert at 14, did my degree at Toronto, tried to solo online new computer gaming media, blah, blah, blah, lots of growing and learning and finally living for myself, we got some nice product out but its CANADIAN at the end. But people attach it to Vietnamese!!!

Anyways, after 37 years in Canada, I hear my 10th generation cousin thinking about crime here in Canada.

I hear from Scarborough they need translators for Vietnamese for medical and translating for the police for criminal cases of theft.

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So I am nearly dead at middle age, and the biggest SEA group in Scarborough treat me secondary in practical nursing because I have no high level merit like white people. No Nobel Prizes. This big SEA group is associated with white people so I lose and therefore have no opinion on the universe and stars.

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So I go back to computers and do my thing. God said I give you a middle-range computer with some nice monitors and get at it.

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Who is trying? Who sees the light? Do you want to be the scapegoat? Is scapegoating a real thing?

As Dalit SEA do we see more and do more and can get around the scapegoating in public and society? We should be able to see more and do more. But there is Instagram and TikTok taking up my time …

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Did you know if you do arts and you are coloured that doesn’t usually work because maths are actually easier and builds up nicely better for ease and better growth? You just got to avoid the racist ethnocentric banter.