Updates (June 1, 2026) Part 3

When you do get older and you see the world at 40, what do you do?

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You see manipulation and degeneracy but at the top Godly faithful control.

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What do I need now?

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Canada and USA are too confusing for me to live normally no more.

Just a 9 – 5 job in Vietnam or farming job is all I need in Vietnam.

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I scaled so high for myself that nothing makes sense no more.

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Time to eat anchovies battered in rice flour fried to perfection.

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I am talking but they scale more and more to a point where things diverge.

I am doing software (making me so abstract) while they live in the present world containing???

I am going in and out of Zen and zoning out regularly building while people drink their soda and watch me and use me and contain me from afar?

Zoning out and Zening out is too whatever at this point. Just live like 2D and have a good meal at the end.

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I know you are supposed to live for yourself and family and the wife but seriously … things are too weird now. Scaled so far and now diverged and nothing makes sense.