Pluses of Programming

Everyone is scared and jealous of programmers/coders/computer scientists who are high up there working.

This is natural.

Some people say they aren’t jealous but they are as it is pure math and solving and streamlining.

MATRIX

Topic	What was done	Aftermath	Opposite
Engineer life	Solve physical problems. Sometimes projects takes years. Sometimes laid off. A lot of times no work	Secretly happy that they could solve those problems in society. Money and work is not what they value. It is the jobs they accomplished	Need to solve projects that are big in scale or just clever but ultimately want to work a lot and long time to get money and recognition too.
Software coder	Learn for a long time until get to work at big companies. Try to learn everything and more. Seriously learn to get in to the top companies	Get the job and work for years	Nothing wrong if you can do it. Happy life
Software coder (David)	Not sure if this route was for me. Don’t have the immigrant mentality and hustle. Did 2nd gen way.	Got 2nd gen stuff done. Helped 2nd gen out with my websites. Probably helped out Vietnamese immigrants too. They also helped me. But I am old and from Canada, so it happened this way	Still not working at top companies and intuitions making bank. Am I missing out?
Life coding	You are stuck coding for life. Coding is a lifestyle	Coding consumes you	Healthiest lifestyle full of external value. MAX external uplift

MATRIX of Pluses

Topic	What was done	Aftermath	Opposite
Start coding	Put out stuff in blog and simple software	People on the internet make fun of Vietnamese you for trying as Vietnamese are seen as monkeys	You put out software and blogs anyways as you are old and dying. Grow and do or die.
Put out more software	More advanced software	People finally notice a Vietnamese coder coding solid stuff. World is silent but still racist inside because that is just how it is	People realize you made good useable software.
Specialized software from your gut	You address a you trauma problem	People are in disbelief and react then learn it is based on location. People in Oshawa work and do stuff like this.	People move to Oshawa or more Western areas to change their life to become a programmer staying home all day programming brewing.
Life in Oshawa	You learn refactoring, specialized software, health making specialized software	Discoveries and alternative healthy lifestyles.	People are startled and stop being racist only if they move closer to Britain. They stay racist and in disbelief if they stay in their location and rant and vent all day going in circles hurting themselves. They learn life is to circle and marry outside their race to rotate to get external validation like more Western people.
Coding in general and specialized software	We thought life was remoting in from a beach doing web design front end, but nope is just general coding and for specialize software	The healthiest way to live is doing specializes software all day. It incorporates simple general programming and crazy cool stuff.	I guess life is not fair. Some people live simple while some people are astrophysicists. Coding is probably the most healthy at the end for that growth in and out. Life was judge externally since BC so might as well do specialized software in supportive environment for A+ in every facet.

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The problem is Vietnamese parents from the Vietnam War is the negative thinking and stereotyping they have growing up during that period.

They think life is horrible and bad like back in the 1980s (they think all the negative stereotypes the Western media put on the news saying Vietnamese people are naturally bad without the science to back it up). The parents never built up their brain to think coding and math like other East and South Asians in 1950s – 60s.

All it took for me is to study 20 years in logics and maths.

The trick is to forget your parents exists. The trick is to forget your siblings exists. Even forget your family back home in Vietnam.

When you do engineering like coding it is all in. Totally throw yourself into the seat and program for hours, weeks and years until something comes out.

But what comes out is something from your heart which no one else really has the same.

That is the trick of solitude coding.

But I am not sure these days as everyone is OK now …

But that was the trick for me to develop the unique software over the past 5 – 6 years.

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So for the pure healthy lifestyle and long life, I do these specialized software that customizes the OS.

Any other work will guarantee me a quick super stressful agonizing death?

I am externally going now. More work is death.