Updates (July 1, 2024)

Work: Work changed me and I don’t like it – I am feeling not right doing work. I used to just enjoy myself doing my passions. Maybe I will settle in the middle again. But work is changing me. It is making me unhappy and a bit angry. Maybe I should just do other things.

Life: After working I realize I need to take my time – I just did something small. There is a lot of more things to learn and lots of things to do to get better and more experienced. I guess I have to accept that life and work takes time and should take my sweet time. Work is project based. I have time to explore and relax. I should take the time to relax and explore. But work is changing me. That is what they don’t tell you about work like this. This work changes you to be “a worker” and complain … . It is bad.

Life: At the end of the day, you should have the skills to do anything you want and more to enjoy life – Keep learning and enjoy doing whatever you wish. And help people realize that. Help people realize they also have the opportunities to be educated and skilled to do the things they want in life, especially in Canada.

Life: I am not happy doing web development – It feels limiting. But you are learning structure and efficiency. I guess I keep doing this for a while to see where it takes me. I guess I should be appreciative and feel gratitude but it is work. No one really likes work.