Story

This will write the story.

I was compliant and passive until I wasn’t.

This part of the blog will explain the process and story.

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So the summary of this life story was this:

1. Following in refugee success and doing medicine or research.
2. Following in 2nd gen aspirations of being Canadian/Westerner
3. Just working and maturing to a point??? where it is all about having children and raising them ???

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But after everything you realize life is kind just making kids and raising them to push so they don’t give up and don’t lose seeing the horizon.

Basically it is a fine game of zoning out working and zoning out at home doing your thing??? Keeping to yourself quietly reading books and drinking coffee and tea and working your job?

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So I was good since 2018, then God gave me this.

Then still being good, God taught me this: Life is keeping your children in check looking above the horizon while you zone out doing your work. That is all there is to life. Looking after your children letting them know to keep their noses clean and telling them to work and study in a field (probably their hobbies) where they can get in the trance of learning and growing forever.

That seems like a way to live good and in control.

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The question is then, what to focus on?

If you aren’t doing things that aren’t fulfilling then what?