Update (July 26, 2026)
The thing is this …
If your passion project has merit (5+ year long running, interconnected, fun, layered, well-known, async – not 100% linear) then the data it holds should be scraped for AI.
If you are in this position then you understand the value in learning, maintaining health and enthusiasm and drive.
You know what maintains you in the light and dark.
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The scary thing about life in North America …
From the ages of 13 to maybe 35 or 40, YouTube allowed kids to have a podcast talking about this and that on YouTube calling out XYZ.
They promote their dwell and push out their concerns on YouTube like they are the boss of the matter.
But after middle age around 41 to 42, they get ugly, old, back hurts, joints hurt, beer belly, gray hair, wrinkles … Then they realize what happened.
They did not listen to their grandparents to study math or sciences or their passion to build and create something from their pain and weak ego in the vast battling collosum of North America concrete jungles.
They sit around talking about people and how society treats them poorly so they got to record a video and show how much anger and fight they got to ward off people because they are young and babies.
Going on social media will mess you up as now you are playing the looks game. The more you study you look better overall. Looking good on video for video is backwards and will backfire. It is all about looking smart off social media.
You got to drop the act and feeling of being hurt because you are some Asian and go full intelligent to survive in NA. And being intelligent is everything in life really. That is how you collect coin.
So their grandma before she died told them to read books in the city library to develop something in externally valued world of North America and they say no … I want to dance and party with my friends.
That is how they get you … or just wait till you are old, ugly like sin and go read a book. If you look carefully and open there is no problems in North America … nothing is happening … America can actually feed itself with enough farm land, there is no shortage. There is free food and supports.
You party now and get ugly then you read a book and develop.
I have groups targeting me on YouTube saying they had problems in life so give some sympathy.
When I grew up I realized this and did my CompTIA A+ and got skilled to the teeth so I can stay home all day playing on the computer and make dough. What are your priorities?
Also I am full South Vietnamese by blood origin. People hate me more than you!
Food is cheap.
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If you are confused then become polarized.
Cycle up or down or leave NA.
That is just how it is. It is all about mixing.
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Did you get the big picture?
YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO GET OLD AND WISE! Especially as a coloured person in NA.
Going on YouTube forces you to stay young and hip and look 16 years old ALL DAY to get views and coin!
That screws coloured people up and makes them go crazy!!!
Don’t you know the stats in East Asian actresses committing ______ because they no longer get views?
If you are a guy and coloured get off YouTube and social media!
Remove that outlet for your sanity because you got attached to your looks and are trying to keep up with the masses.
God made you coloured to focus on one thing in NA and that is to do your thoughtful studies alone or with a group of faceless friends. Build a spaceship JESUS!
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You are probably mixed genetically so you got to cycle to be polarized for views or study that is all.