CODING
The thing is this …
MATRIX
| Topic | What was done | Aftermath | Opposite |
| Coding | Code normal and some personal projects | If you code normal you can work with the team at FAANG. The money you make at FAANG affords you some personal projects. | You live in the margins of society because you are such a Dalit person. Develop stuff for NA to support generations to come while drinking pretty good coffee and have some value meals. Deep in your heart you did it for the First Peoples as you are one. Survival. |
| Coding personal projects | All personal projects working in the zone | Depends on need | You code lazily taking 5 years to ship the next project because that is just life. You went and took your time as you graduated life 5 years back. But people think you need to do more ??? Isn’t it just coding personal projects in Canada? There isn’t a need to do more really. |
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The thing is that coding for one unique project is all that really matters. It serves as everything: 1. uniqueness and 2. growth.
WORK MATRIX
Life as a coder in real life in modern day forward society
| Topic | What was done | Aftermath | Opposite |
| Web development | WordPress as default | People need to learn the entire ecosystem of WordPress that powers 30%+ of the web. | WordPress started in 2004??? Just take your sweet, sweet, sweet time doing your thing until your mind scales to WordPress stack. |
In 8 – 10 years time you might have enough knowledge to write you own plugins for WordPress cementing you in the ecosystem ???
Drink coffee, more coffee, and a little more coffee each day to gradually scale and scale.
WHY SHOULD I STAY IN NORTH AMERICA
The New World is only for First Peoples because that is what it is for 10,000+ years.
Just like China makes Chinese people.
Or Britain makes British people.
So when certain races come to Canada they might take a long or short time adjusting to Canada depending on their polarity to First Peoples. How many generations till they are seen First Peoples/Canadian?
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I get along with First Peoples and don’t live in my ‘own city’.
But growing up in Ajax I was isolated even in Oshawa too. I got stunted in my social growth. And social growth is everything here in Canada to grow, health and have families.
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But what is social growth in Durham Region?
Back in the 1990’s and 2000’s Vietnam was still poor.
Now things are good in 2026.
What was the Vietnam War for?
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Then you realize the superpowers want a piece of Red River Delta and Mekong Delta.
But what in 2026?
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Then you realize at the age of 42, North America has become so connected to the Internet that everyone is jumpy and attacks anyone because life became so hard and needy.
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What is the point of a full South Vietnamese in Canada when growing up I was isolated because certain races wanted us out and down in Canada because they want the ‘rivers’.
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I was treated horribly in Scarborough during school and horrible in Oshawa during school. Marks got affected so I can not grow? and can not leave Canada? I need a Master’s to teach in Vietnam but still have not gotten one because no one is helping me learn the Master’s curriculum.
What is the point? I was tested harshly by teachers who don’t want me to succeed and leave Canada? Is this really a test? Is it a game? Or people just bad people and racists?
I agree people suck in general. Unless you show something??? Show some humanity in a polarized racist system that has to work racist? I got to connect and rise people. But that is linear and my projects are my projects? How I think did not connect?
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It only adds and gets worse the longer you stay as a Vietnamese.
I strive for healthier and a better life while the races that naturally hate me learn from me and use what they learn from me and try to control and seize what I have done alone for the last 6 years?
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So Canada is not livable for people other than First Peoples and British/French and what else?
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MATRIX OF LIFE IN CANADA
| Job | What I want to do | Reception | Course of Action |
| Computer Tech | Open my own store | Some groups own the fixing and repair businesses now I think. I don’t belong in either as a 2nd gen. Only can get work with Canadians without misunderstanding. | Coding? |
| Coder for 6+ years | Think far out there | Some groups hate seeing a Vietnamese dalit work and do more regardless of 2nd gen or not. They say it is because I am the ugliest, dirtiest and invisible dalit around that should not be regarded as part of society. I get treated horribly. But life is work and hobbies and doing your own thing which they say doesn’t matter but it somehow it does. | Back to Vietnam ??? |
| Code ‘special’ projects | Think really far out there with other 2nd gen Vietnamese | Some groups go into my lane trying to command and lead ‘takeover’ when the world is a free world in 2026 according to ChatGPT | I went too far. Time to go back to Vietnam and live. |
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TLDR: I got stopped from doing my staple ‘Vietnamese’ job here in Canada.
Maybe too opposite frequency just can not exist in same region.
Because the world is polar I can not work in Canada ??? unless I am French-Canadian?
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If you want to do something …
Life is stress.
Life is pushing.
Life is crap.
Life is this.
Only Tammy Nguyen understands this. We are put on this land in Canada to see what we can do with all these problems.
No one really messes with an immigrant because they don’t really feel or see or are born here. People see them as workers so they don’t bother with them. But I was chewed out just because I was born in Canada by others who are also born here. The combination of being born here and your origin country is crazy hate and abuse.
That is why you don’t see people hanging out outside and stay inside their apartment and house all day.
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I am from Oshawa and went East to Toronto … That is probably why I get this problem.
If I opened a shop and worked further out West then life is ‘different’.
Out West is quiet. But things happen out in East???
Maybe I should question location in everything now.
Just local news and coverage.