NOTES 5

Who am I to the general public?

Who am I to the Vietnamese?

Who am I to 2nd generation Vietnamese?

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To the general public, I am just a computer technician?

But if you ask more broader, I am the scapegoat for all problems? But that depends on the races around you.

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If you are the scapegoat in the larger sense, then you got to move.

If the pressure is always there pushing you out into the scapegoat territory where people bash you then you got to remove yourself and become film makers and workers in Vietnam.

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Currently in my community where I live, I neighbours want me tagged for all the problems.

When I was working nights in produce, there was no problems daily.

When finally I lived for myself and my passions, I got scapegoated daily.

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My father says to live well is to live below your means so the worldwide community doesn’t see you anything special then just a traveller.

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But it is 2026 with AI taking over our jobs in retail and services.

What do I do? Clean and serve people as a 2nd generation while immigrants secretly squirm in delight seeing a Vietnamese born in Canada work clean for them as a ‘Canadian’ dalit?

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Seriously, I guess I should have listened to my gut in 2012 and move back to Vietnam.

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I know some Asians on YouTube who did that way back then.

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I currently work with Ben Cybulski putting out product.

There is new product on the way.

I can work with him because I am who I am.

I am a 2nd generation Vietnamese born in Canada

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If I was born in Vietnam or elsewhere would this have worked with broken English and broken Canadian culture?

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So the deal is that 2nd generation Vietnamese and other Yellow Asians move back to Asia.

The darker Asians stay in Canada so they take over.

Yellow Asians can be seen worse or good depending on their job they have.

If they open a restaurant the darker Asians accept that.

If they go into IT they must return cleaning and mopping.

If they are SEA and yellow looking they are 9000% criminals. White ‘Canadians’ see the humanity while other see the darkside.

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So what gives?

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I guess live is to do what you want on YouTube?

Try to find alternative ways to make money if AI is taking over services and retail.

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But seriously do your passions.

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I went here and there and found out that the further I go it is all about refined passions as you talk to others.

The more the backlash the more refinement.

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So all it takes is just doing your work and zoning out on it.

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Colour against colour has gotten so bad that my neighbourhood is unlivable now.

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Time to eject

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