Updates (Apr 1, 2026)

It is the funny thing about being Vietnamese in the World.

We are seen as the monkeys of Eurasia.

Since Facebook arrived things got worse.

People stopped developing common courtesy as they stop socializing in public.

But Vietnamese are probably the most mixed people as everyone wants lush rice farm land near the ocean to load and transfer.

So we have the genes and experience of traders since the last 10,000 years.

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It is the North American culture that puts Vietnamese down to a point were we are support people of North Americans culture and actions. But also we do believe in North American culture too. The forwardness of North America is what we like.

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At the end, my actions since the last 6 years since 2020 was to build externally. In nursing school I had the least amount of medical culture so I had to go technical.

I got a few things done.

Now I got to pay off some credit card debts by working some.

But the ‘other Asians’ from whatever generation think of the caste system so strongly I can not work here in Canada as Canada support immigrants first to run the infrastructure.

It is because they have the caste system and are immigrants they work to prove themselves and are pushy. This makes the North America turn.

So I do independent work which is supported by Canadians.

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Also North America is a circus experiment.

As we live in North America we slowly evolve to become First Peoples.

So what I can do is whatever I can do.

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So whatever happened during childhood and young adulthood was painful as we are evolving this way and that way.

What do we really like to do as First Peoples?

I know for sure I like a peaceful life and one that is full of outside activities.

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So I finally figured it out …

As a 35 years old in 2020, I hit middle-age and hit a crisis. Was I going to become a nurse for the rest of my life who was slowly losing his will to work and live in urban centres?

I felt the need to go get a government pension and just do work that was routine.

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But somehow immigrants did not want to see me just live idly. I did poorly on the exams if I did not think and live externally.

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So eventually this would happen. I would do my thing which God gave me in 2021 with software recognition because I kept my nose clean since 2018, and move North.

The Southern regions of Canada near the USA and Canadian border are for immigrants to fight over and work to have their 2nd generation children.

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My father forces me to stay at home taking care of the family business while he doesn’t understand that I am 2nd generation Canadian who wants to live up North.

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With the release of the Windows Debloaters I hit a milestone. I made ‘Language learning software’.

Instead of just a debloater, it has become learning languages for over 17 countries. That mean more people are included to learn about Windows.

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It just has a few bugs that I overlooked.

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Now that I released software and grew a notch.

I realize my life is totally crap and I need to move North and let go of my family.

My older sister and older brother thought living doing services was fine until it wasn’t. I told them for years to learn engineering to grow and be independent and they still want us to live together like we are 12 years old.

The whole family will die if we listen to older brother and older sister.

My father has no clue and mother has no clue that I am changing to live in the North.

When I talk to them nothing makes sense no more.

I don’t understand the point to live Vietnamese in Canada no more like my father.

I get immigrants hating on me and cursing at me and threatening me why I am born 2nd generation doing software. They think I should be a beggar monkey in Canada regardless of where I was born on this USA/Canada border.

So I got to move North in Canada where its too cold for immigrants.

Yes they did help me in the beginning showing the immigrant way but you evolve to become First Peoples regardless of the teaching and socializations with immigrants.

Basically you got to get away from immigrants as a 2nd generation when you get so old as nothing makes sense no more at 42.

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Basically after midlife crisis as a 2nd generation Vietnamese born in Canada at the age of 42 after doing safe work you realize you are now First Peoples and need to go away from your immigrant parents and the immigrant GTA.

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All the threatening and mind control doesn’t do crap at this point when you are secure but so old.

At least I am old and secure now with our companies. Thanks Ben and the team. God helped me as I did not fool around. Thank you God/Buddha and Karma.

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So after you make it, then the Canada’s people will care for you.

I did my part in society creating this stuff with the team and it is now the rest of society pitching in helping me live?

Live up North for sure as I think being around immigrants as a 2nd generation does not make sense as they have this thinking that clashes.