Updates (Mar 10, 2026)

If you don’t fight stereotypes then there is nothing to life in the West as things are determined externally.

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In An Giang, as long as you have 10 pieces of land you are stable.

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You can fight stereotypes by just doing our tangent and working hard on the things you like.

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If you don’t work hard you simply feel sick and feel weird.

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Fighting stereotypes is kind of like a child’s game. Teasing each other because we look and feel different.

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It just happened to occur … The lowest people in Eurasia continent tried to do something off and odd with their same frequency friends and team.

It was going to happen eventually …

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Did it matter? I guess 50 years after slavery, Vietnamese could try to do something different???

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We have the lowest frequency. When we drop, we drop.

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Leveraging GM country = making products off the assembly line.

Is the goal product(s)?

Or something else like … ?

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Matrix

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Flip the script …

Vietnamese born in Durham Region are more Vietnamese. They can work with the whiter people in Durham Region.

How about the Vietnamese in Ajax to Vancouver? They live in communities preserving their Asian culture, race and heritage.

Montreal is an island in Quebec and has a French-White-Canadian-Islander mindset that I can not understand. I been there once and no one tells me how it really is. I guess you have to live there for 6 months. At least they are smart and can make good games like Assassin Creed franchise.

Was I suppose to befriend a 2nd generation Vietnamese woman born in Durham Region who accepts become First Peoples?

Then as I work hard and one day things become 50 : 50 I will return to the wilderness and Mother Nature?

I won’t have to deal with returning home to Vietnam and deal with the Asian geo politics?

I work hard doing my thing here in Canada and one day have a cabin up North?

Or maybe go South to Central America?

The whole Asian/East Asian/Southeast Asian cultures is not really an issue at this point?

Just work hard and enjoy Durham Region and notice your surroundings???

The Vietnamese women I met in the past do they understand the dilemma? But they live in Asian communities and fight me. But they also sometimes collab and give me insight into their lives.

I guess it is time to figure out if going back to Vietnam is worth it with the bothersome Asian geo politics against each other and against the West …

I finally blogged enough and realized the problem through growth and learning and socialization.

Is it worth it to go back to Vietnam and deal with the Asian racism or become a First Peoples of the Americas?

I love coffee here in Canada. I love how inexpensive it is to live here in Canada with its nicely packaged foods.

But sometimes I think about living in teepees and would like to boil pine bark to drink and hydrate.

My mind is messed up since day one being born here.

That is why after initial conversation with a Vietnamese woman immigrant and things don’t work out, I disband and really never talk to them again. I seriously like to drink pine tree bark all day.

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Topic	What was done	Aftermath	Opposite
Full South Vietnamese man born in Canada	YOLO since 2007. Met incredible people and met Northern Vietnamese people from Vietnam locally in Oshawa college.	Created software that was a fusion of everything.	Done. Proved a point that full South Vietnamese born in Canada is just a stereotype. With time everyone learns more and above the stereotype. Study for 37 years+ to dispel stereotypes. You got to do normal stuff now. No need to do tangents forever more. Just do normal stuff with the team.
Women	Talked to many Vietnamese from Vietnam and some 2nd generation here. Confused as hell as we are new to the world 50 years after the Vietnam War.	Women who decide life is your ‘work/job’ and ‘money’ are mature enough to go forward and have families and kids.	Just work doing your thing producing product from Oshawa GM country. Whatever mature women that wants to tag along you and follow. Your job is your tangent and working hard on your hobby in safe supportive Canada???
Public	Talked to public and interacted with the public. Was the Vietnam War necessary?	It got me working for a solid 42 years without a solid loving relationship with a ‘Vietnamese women’ that understood me living and working out in Durham Region.	We are First Peoples. The 2nd generation born in Canada are quickly turning to First Peoples as we are super stressed to work under negative stereotypes by people above. This prevents us from having a family unless we group up in Mississauga here in Canada. If you want a strong family like your refugee boat parents, go home to Vietnam and restart the cycle teaching English or Maths. I did enough and proved a point here in Oshawa. The stress of being the last people on Eurasia proved a point. Logic and statistics. No need to boast or explain. The underdog will eventually achieve. As a First Peoples, I want to cycle back to Eurasia.
Self	YOLO a lot. Too much??? Should life be fun or hard work with the current developments? I think we still need to work hard still.	A man, a real man, must work 80-90% hard daily. In the case of GM Country we must always produce product constantly.	I finally realized this after socialization. Man must work. Work anything. But must work.
Cycle	Parents are boat people refugees and established themselves here in Canada. They have proven themselves. The children born in Canada did enough. All are above 35 years old now.	Children hit max age after middle-age. Time for each of them to start a family. Sell anything in Vietnam. Even sell door-to-door.	Canada won’t allow them to have a family that is positive overall for mental wellbeing of 3rd generation because that is just the frequency. No one matches them as Vietnamese females are sparse. Jobs to pay the bills and a mortgage are labour jobs. Better be a farmer in Vietnam and cycle like your parents than work 45+ hours a week nights full time in a supermarket and never become a manager because you are naturally not smarter than them. Other cultures naturally pit you against the majority ruining the moment of you stocking shelves. Always staying back in warehouse avoiding customers that rip at you for befriending the majority as you are seen coloured immigrant and not native to this land.
Change race	2nd gen Vietnamese born in Canada. Full South Vietnamese from An Giang.	Trying to accept being Canadian but more First Peoples rather than the ‘Canadian-English’ one because it is impossible as you genetically change to First Peoples living here. Only in Europe you change to white people	Is being Vietnamese worth it? Is being European worth it? Is being First Peoples worth it? If you change to First Peoples you eventually live on a reserve up North or become Central American. What do First Peoples need and want? If you decide to become First Peoples, what do you crave and need?
Society as a 2nd generation Vietnamese born in Canada	The Prime Minister expects immigrants, refugees, 2nd generation, 3rd generation and everyone to become good Canadian citizens. But that is impossible. Right at the moment you step off the plane you start turning into First Peoples.	After you are born here in Canada or jump off the plane/boat you change to live like a First Peoples. How the heck am I going to be an some professional engineer while fighting the urge to eat rabbit and hunt and gather all day?	For Vietnamese at the bottom rung born in the New World we had to fight everyday to learn and grow like the British from Europe. It is actually a fight everyday to think and be smart. No immigrant understands this until they have kids themselves born in North America. Everything an immigrant talks about in comparing and criticizing the natives is hogwash. The natives here are First Peoples. I should ignore all immigrants as they don’t understand anything about being a native. Just completely ignore them. First Peoples live on reserves. Their children born here are fighting a battle that their parents don’t understand. That is why there is so many problems with native kids working, dating, socializing and growing. I never really had a relationship here in Canada because it is so messed up. It is the North American frequency of living with Mother Nature. What are immigrants projecting about their native children after family dinner? When an immigrant tests me and judges me … what is that supposed to do to a native?
Being Vietnamese and also a First Peoples	That is 2 negatives in the Modern World	I fought for 37 years and made stuff proving if I did what I liked and studied longer than usually, the stereotypes of Vietnamese and First Peoples are eliminated. Uphill battle. While I am changing to become more First Peoples, learning about my fractured Vietnamese history … one day … realistically 10 years more learning overcame the negative stereotypes. Really all it takes is 10 more years of studying more than newly routine career father with 2 kids and a soccer mom and a minivan. This is a new phenomenon as the Vietnam War was really something.	2 negatives generally creates positive growth. Like learn all the time. If I was English and born in Canada as First Peoples, I could use my more white looks and sell clothes at your local mall or sell you coffee. Or be a cashier. Do something in services.
My nature rhythm	Am I doing what I like? Can you really describe and criticize a person born in North America? What was the Americas really like in 1491?	I like computing all day. I don’t like going out because I got 2 negatives when dealing with society.	This is some pressure cooker trying to stay in Canada doing computers while naturally changing to become a First Peoples overtime. The amount of fight and confusion is unreal.
Immigrant people	They come to Canada and use their native country mannerisms to judge and hold people accountable. They believe school is the place to determine character, education, status, niceness and work ability. It is their way or the highway. They physically threaten and attack school staff and other students if they don’t get their way as they believe everything revolves around them and block access to schooling, grades, professional degrees and certs. They even attack First Peoples???	No. School is mostly 0.00001% of life. Working at a Fortune 20 company isn’t 100% real deal either once you get middle-aged. Everyone gets smart enough after middle-aged. After mid-life crisis. I know because I am 42 years old. There is Google and your local library and Messaging apps to connect to people worldwide with similar goals and interests.	Wait 20 years. Look at your Canadian born children. Everything is going to melt. And mellow. That is what it is ‘Melt and Mellow’. Maybe that is life as a First Peoples?
Family back home	They don’t understand the genetic changing process living in Canada overtime. All they do is when you meet them back in Vietnam is say why did you not study to become a 2x PhD holder and run your own Fortune 100 company? Did you develop anything?	Depends on grit and your circumstance. It took me 10 years longer than average to overcome general stereotypes. But that timeline was necessary. The underdog has to do something in time. Canada is civilized, people don’t actually want people to suffer. It is cold and snowy here. We all need a warm house to live in.	Family back home will never understand your struggle. If you do go back to your homeland to live and cycle, just hold your tongue when discussing why you are back home. Wander away and drink your iced tea and teach English or Maths to avoid the reason why you are back home. The dilemma is that you become First Peoples and wanted to live in the forest with Mother Nature and you came back to work hard like your parents did back then in Vietnam.
White Canadians	4 – 7 generation or more with the adaptability from Europe’s climate and frequency	White-Canadians are seen positively and have the genes and look that are compatible with North America. Atlantic provinces and New England states are good for them to grow and prosper more.	Vietnamese are the opposite frequency and in their own world. Mixing with White-Canadians is a mystery. At their core White-Canadians are First Peoples that hate every immigrant. This is normal. This is the North American experiment of immigration and sustainability.

HOLY SHIT this is serious. No wonder people run away a lot in North America and travel the world. Lots of flights to here and there.

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I believe there was warring clans and tribes even in North America before 1491.

I am born in Canada and now am 42 years old.

I like nature mostly. I would love to travel to parks and mountains and rivers.

I don’t really like people. I like Mother Nature more.

But if food is scarce or territory is intruded on, I am pretty sure my clan would defend like everywhere else in the world.

So regardless of immigrant, refugee or 2nd gen+, people in North America don’t really like ‘others’.

They like being by themselves and enjoying greenery???

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So the social experiment of the North America and the Vietnam War refugees …

What did it do to me?

It made me cycle back now. I am 2 negatives in the Modern World really: 1. Vietnamese from opposite end of Earth from UK, 2. First Peoples.

Living this way for the next 40 years is terrible. I need sunlight most of the year.

At least I played it statistically, logically and humanly. As a underdog, I studied more than average and got something. Living in Canada wasn’t so bad. I am in good health.

I don’t know about other 2nd generation Vietnamese born in Canada in Durham Region are doing? I don’t have any friends from Durham Region who are full South Vietnamese.

So as a lone ranger, I am going back home to Vietnam.

But it was cool! I played it out good and right.

I stayed close to God since 2018 and now I am ready to return.