My Frame
2 variations of the person.
- Divorced man in his early 40s
- Low Body count living
1. Divorced man in his early 40s
I got divorced when it was not about love. Love is when hearts touch and brush against each other. Maybe its cultural too. I understand Vietnamese-Canadians only and our struggle in the West, overseas and the World in general.
I am afraid to go out because I understand life actually need passionate work rather than some 9 – 5 work and in general just work to ‘move you’.
2. Low Body count living
So my low body count is creating problems in normal outside society when I go out.
People in general want people ‘socialize’. So everyone is a peon.
If I increase my body count, I am afraid I will lose my ability to feel good about my current task in life which is coding and learning more about coding.
I see psychologist explain that life is higher level thinking beyond romance and people. Higher and higher accomplishments and milestones in normal academic and research and outside.
Journey
So life is expression of forward thinking in the First World. If I don’t think forward, forward, then I think like shit.
Then life is not worth living in the West.
Then I move back to Vietnam.
I go play in the jungle.
Work
There has to be work done. Measurable growth that moves things for me and for Vietnamese.
People say the culture of Western civilization is done and perfect. But you can not idle for a Dalit.
Progressive changes to accommodate and do things differently must be done.
Our baseline is our baseline and that is what is part of the diversity ‘you brought here’.
Walk and Think
Things go and go. As I grow, you grow? Things just come up and float to the top and you must work with the problem and find a new way to accommodate it all.
