So my parents are wishful thinking without the engineering degrees … problems.

So in 2020 I realized immigrants wanted me to live a full life when studying practical nursing. Live out the Wild West Dream.

My parents don’t have university degrees and don’t understand level 4 year engineering.

So they hope their children get the degrees and accolades in life while the kind of have an idea how to push and support their kids into doing maths.

At the end it fails …

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The kids realize the parents coached them including their siblings and friends and immigrants to do engineering but the parents and siblings have nothing but positivity spin on life.

The parents and siblings relied on me to build, build, build in the racist COVID era.

Now that I am building world software and the general public recognize that, there is no other option.

People use our software. It is the most forward and well rounded with Sophia Projects.

But I hit the marker.

I understand engineering and life.

Now time to have a family and settle down and work a 9 – 5 job.

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But my older brother and older sister and parents relied on me.

They don’t have a engineering background to keep this tent up.

Now I leave and they will pickup the tent. And that is how life is. The youngest man takes care of the family until there is nothing left and he leaves and the next youngest works the books and goes through 20 years of maths and then leaves. Finally the oldest sibling to take helm.

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I am done having my family rely on me in this crazy dark external world.

I am saving money and selling as my parents even push this stupid agenda to study all day for face and happiness. But I reached the top and now my parents will have to rely on themselves and finish their degrees and do 20 years of maths to have a healthy life.

I am going to sell all my computer stuff at a ‘swap/trade’ in place, off to Vietnam soon and I will work some job to pay off my debt.