Old age and wanting more

It doesn’t work the way at 19 years old.

So I am out there in the public at 42 years. The average age outside is like 29.

People are out to prove and grow themselves at 28. They yearn for power and more skills and job status.

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But at 35, looking haggard with a body that has less rotation and flexibility doesn’t match up the 28 year old Superman thinking and you give up. Hit the books and stay home all day reading. Whatever happens at this point. Push and do and wait. The outcome should arrive. The only factor is time.