So life is different when you get older …
- Tutor
- Nursing
I have these choices in Canada but … I was never polarized enough to “work, work” and also being the 3rd child (middle). So I was at home working with my family and doing my own thing for decades. Middle and Zen.
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I guess out here in Oshawa, I developed without a face and body: just use the mind. I guess that is crap. You should not just be thinking of the mind and heart only but that is how it is in Oshawa? Move ???
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I am getting more polarized from living in Oshawa and Canada further from my Zen state. Now teaching and working is horrible (I become racist and negative looking for money and control over my life).
Move back to original habitat Zen in An Giang? I guess so.
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My parents and siblings will never understand becoming First Peoples and Polarized as they just live in Oshawa all day. They need friends from all over the world to see where they fail and are polar.
Parents are hardly affected.
Older brother is hard on everyone and getting worse.
Older sister has become so negative on everyone as both siblings hate to go back to Vietnam but spew hate and power even over me. I have gone completely nuts as even my mother spew power and control over me and everything. Polarization in Oshawa is real. That is the problem too. Working hard and hating Zen or opposite people over the years.
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No wonder no one gave me interest whole heartedly since 2008 living here in Oshawa.
Only when I lived in Ajax and went to school in Scarborough people like me and wanted even to marry me.
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So did my parents move us to Oshawa just to work and for high status workers?
Where is the love and pho restaurant in this?
Nothing at all.
So going to Oshawa was nothing. Not even one girl liked me here in Oshawa as everything was polarized.
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If I lived in Ajax again I would have a family at least as Ajax is considered coloured.
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So my parents and all siblings are living for prestige?