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First World problems …

AI and tech and social media has caused some people to have anxiety and mood disorders as things are 1 : 1.

ChatGPT came out like 6 – 7 years ago.

That means everyone is a dictionary and encyclopedia now.

Because we have access to AI chatbots for the last 6 – 7 years everyone has used them and people expect people using them to be knowledgeable as a ChatBot.

This causes 12 years old anxiety, this causes 19 years old anxiety as all day they stay at home playing some RPG FPS and using Chat bots to do research and answer every damn question in the world.

I am afraid to go to big markets like downtown to eat some special bacon poutine and a hearty mustard sandwich because now everyone is connected to Chat Bots either with their phone, laptop or smartwatch.

There is a level or presentedness, expectation and ego in every situation in life. People are supposed to perform 200% between the ages of 0 to 29 and compete. That added with AI and Chatbots??? That is crazy!

I being a retired software developer that is somewhat recognized get bombarded with 20 – 30 years old when going out. They are testing me and wanting to be my friend and ultimately using me ‘a black guy’ (I am considered a black guy in the West) for their huge ego, entertainment, and use me as a slave and cast me as a lowlife as that is what happened in 1800s. We did not evolve much since 1800s.

So that is why I don’t want to go out to Toronto to see East Asian people and South Asians (whether immigrant, 2nd, 3rd+, mixed etc) because behind their cheery faces and clean preppy clothes is some type indulgence in using and belittling Southeast Asian people as 99.9999% coloured people are uncivilized in their core genes compared to open minded Western thinking White Canadians who give you the space.

For example, in 2023-4, I spent time in Mississauga to meet a friend and play.

I was on the train at Union then some short chubby 20 – 30’s East Asian eyeglassed immigrant whose been here for a while clamered on to a seat diagonally all happy. Happy to see a fat, internally miserable 39 year old David Nguyen who is tired out of his mind.

I could not show him appreciation or gratitude or any connection because as a 39 year old 2nd Generation Vietnamese guy who developed cool blogs and software is at a different wavelength then a immigrant Chinese guy who want to befriend you because he thinks Vietnamese born in Canada are the happiest most hard working welcoming people on the planet???

Customized software makes you looney.