Old and past it …

So I am kind of in the old category …

It used to be bothersome to see young people (and sometimes old) compete with me … They would wait till I am outside and try to see and feel what I feel so they can continue their young trek of life after beating me …

But the thing is that I have an actual life full of work and stressors. I do have responsibilities. I am responsible for at least 5 different software packages.

People that compete are just young and live in the First World thinking life is a competition. But when you get to get old, you realize working and doing stuff is just life.

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On top of that, being the Dalit of the Dalits helps you in the modern world. “No where but positivity and up.”

For about a couple years, I was targeted on social media (mainly Instagram and YouTube to side with the Asian propaganda machine. East Asians targeted me saying their life is bad and I should support one group over the other ???)

Basically East Asians say they have it rough and their culture is the good and I should support homogeneity and conformity leaving out the rest of the world ???

I learned nothing for 2 years as I kept getting targeted on YouTube.

But over the course of 1 – 2 months, I kept up with my personal programming projects and realized, everywhere around the world wants it easy at the end.

East Asians are pumping AI including the rest of the world to have computers feed you and wash after you.

So by me hard working it out doing custom software design for the last bit, I saw that life is more than what is targeted at me.

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If you work, work and work without an aid, then you get a good hard working merited life.