So life balances out

In 2019, I was a clueless practical nursing student wanting to just to pass, work 25+ years to get an excellent Ontario government health pension worth $$$ and retire drinking higher end coffee pot coffee instead of the $7.99 on sale coffee grinds. And also get married and have 2 kids in Scarborough or Durham.

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7 years later with developed software titles out of no where that look and feel different from what’s out there, my family is still in the gutter in poverty individually. We can not make money or else get in trouble with the people that control … The guys want us working and poor because that is moral moral. Well society does.

So I turned my life around. Instead of being a service worker, I changed to become a 4D computer abstract research scientist working with people all over the world.

My brother doesn’t want to touch computer science and live on his own. My sisters still complain.

That means life is shit regardless if good or bad.

So life is pure black and white, ying yang, balance.

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So the Big Tech bros pushing me to do AI, work for a CPU silicon company, build robots …

Life doesn’t get better, it is still shit one way or another.

You are doing linear work with AI and chip design. Once you go all out doing very unique custom software that will span decades that could need entire refactoring then you will realize life is shit still.

You did not dedicate your life to software so that is why you are trying to sway me to AI and building silicon.

Come to my area and see that life is complete. Custom software that may need complete rewrites. Or be so JSON objectified that it even maybe simple to do a rewrite or addition LOL! Maybe I don’t know what I am talking about LOL!

But most brains work with natural language composition, so whatever. I am having a good time. I can afford the lifestyle I want.