What happened after 2020?
I got stupid.
Having the hit “Windows 10 Debloater” made me like a one-hit wonder that it was enough for this world.
I made it in “the space”.
It stopped my growth.
It stopped my individual growth.
It stopped my personality to evolve.
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Out in North America, making a software like this that caters to the average American and below is the “cheesecake”.
You made it and have enough once you got a gem like this.
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Basically, no one wanted me around after 6 – 9 months no more since it was such a unique design that no one could copy without it being a ripoff.
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In 2020 when it was developed, most people were lazy to build software as it is generally hard. And that is what the dilemma is. Software is tiring and hard. To pull off an unique standard design takes experience and dexterity.
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Anyways, I became dumb kind of after making the Debloater in 2020. I had to watch people and understand their emotions.
Like I had something and people did not want me to do more as I am coloured person.
But the real gratifying thing is the process … doing the project was the meal.
What next?
Who knows?
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Anyways … I trudged along very slowly and with friends Ben Cybulski and Tammy Nguyen to keep going. Finally a female that understands. Vietnamese-Canadians understand you especially if you have the same last name. All Nguyens get treated the same.
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The final design of 2026 was super. It added editing ToolTips and button names as much as needed in a teachable pop-out window. This is without recompiling the EXE. All through Text files. So now the debloater is such an useful tool in real work and in education.
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Now people want to see me these days. My battery is drained from them pinging my location and want me to add them tagged, to my Instagram/TikTok somehow. They want to be associated and famous with millions of downloads daily.
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The weirdest thing is that people are talking to a Dalit of the Dalits. Yes, I can feel the natural disgust of me from immigrants and other people. But that is life in North America. North Americans think we are stupid.
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The point is from my perspective is that I did the software ‘to feed’ my immediate family for a long time.
Then you got ‘white celebrities’ trying to teach me to the Hollywood way of holding up life when you are famous and have money.
DALITS of the DALITS don’t care! I solved the problem of taking care of my parents.
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I got people in shiny metallic muscle cars driving up to me to challenge a 43 years old retired man. They project, “At least I am smarter than a software developer!”. OK sure, I hope you do your dreams and make a a lot of money, but for now, “Hi!”.
Then their are people and groups walking far and near projecting how much smarter they are compared to the guy who invented 2020 software in 2030. “OK, I guess I am retarded!”. “Now I am going to sleep for the next 9 years and in 9 years I hope you made something cool to wake up to.”. And they walk off.
The biggest problem is that they see me flat and 2D. They think just going to school for 4 years makes a product like mine.
It requires hard work, grit and PASSION!!!
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Anyways, I mixed and cycled.
They assume they can jump in my life when I am married???
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I live modestly … but I still code because my body count is 3 …
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That is the funny thing about life to people. I earned my pay and they are like damn! Did I earn it or like what? A white, white, white guy must of coded and developed it! No way he is that guy!
And they go through all the 30+ pieces of software and handful of websites and are like … he doesn’t deserve it.
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I did all of this in 42 years socializing and collaborating and the kids say wow. 42 years is either young or a long time to get there.
But these kids have an advantage of being whiter … so are they going to use their white-pass card ???
How about the other people?
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Jesus! Fucken Christ! I am married and cycled and mixed! What are you complaining about?
It is about your children not me! Make mixed children!
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Train and teach your mixed children to study hard and run with the passions!
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Keep mixing and mixing until you turn out ‘Southeast Asiany’.
Stop thinking about yourself and FUCKEN MIX!
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TikTok and Instagram and YouTube famous made you self-centered. It is about your CHILDREN!
Change the culture of 202x to about nurturing and cherishing offspring!