TRICK TO GAINS AS A SEA MAN BORN IN THE WEST

1. Live life normally
2. Do high school
3. Do university but try basic sciences

You might find yourself messed up as you are forgotten and lost as you were conditioned to be a secondary character in people’s lives.

1. Work
2. Work
3. Work this job and next

You learn life is crap and no one gives a damn about anyone really. People are out for themselves and their retirement.

1. You hit 35 and realize your youth is completely gone.
2. Hit the books hard as you have no fun left.
3. The kids in your class see you as a old man who did not know the secrets to life (1) Do you passion (2) Don’t give a shit about anyone as innovation is the answer. But you were treated secondary as a helper all your life so you did not do your passions because you felt threatened or felt others need it more
4. You have some life skills and the young males look up to you as some are lost too and coloured.
5. You teach wise teachings and are like the uncle and father of many students as you now have sharpen your needs and wants as a old man. Life is on the top as you are 35 with life wisdom teaching 17 year old students. Everyone want to see you and learn from you because you are basically 20 years from the future. The current students some know the way and some are hanging by a thread. But you got working knowledge of the world so you are 98% stable.
6. You ace every exam and things are a breeze as you worked a lot of jobs linking things together.
7. But you are old and don’t care, you take your time to do college again and end up passing the diploma with high marks so you can actually tutor it for fun.
8. But at the end you finally did what you wanted in life and the naysayers in the past have grand kids now and are near their death bed.
9. A special woman notices what happened to you and befriends you and takes care of you.
10. Bliss forever.

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My life went this way because I did not find a special woman in life that suffered like me.

I went and did the external work and a woman befriended me seeing I need the supports as in university no woman could nurture me back then.

It was God really. I behaved and God gave me everything. In 2018 I loved me and myself only and then I achieved success and God found me a woman who accepted me.