Life is a test of Purity and Devotion

When I got my 3rd body count I was happy and devastated.

3rd body count was ‘life long marriage’ in 2018.

Time for work, marriage and retirement … then ultimately … deat_.

Kept it at 3 and it is still work, marriage and retirement but going OK.

If the body count rises to one night stands and parties then I am sexually-addicted and won’t have this youthful outlook on life.

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The people that appear and suddenly talk to you in life at 42 years old (me) regardless of anything are stopping you from growing and learning and proceeding on with a productive life in the First World Canada!!! FUCK!

They want you in the basement of some skyrise apartment smoking meth and eating from trash someone’s leftover pizza because their youthful innocence is long gone probably at 11- 13 years old. That is why high school is a Free-4-All and the rest of life is absolute 1000% trash outside. Guess why I am indoors all day????

So when I go in public with my achievements and they are waiting for me:

1. They lost their charm and innocence as they don’t support me. You came to see me without buying me $0.05 bubble gum so we can talk? You came to me to make me support you and not me in CANADA!!! Go to Canadian social services and apply for support. They are at Midtown mall in the center of Oshawa. Here is a direction link just add your starting spot: https://www.google.com/maps?rlz=1C1YTUH_enCA1030CA1030&gs_lcrp=EgZjaHJvbWUyBggAEEUYOTIICAEQABgWGB4yCAgCEAAYFhgeMggIAxAAGBYYHjIICAQQABgWGB4yCAgFEAAYFhgeMg0IBhAAGIYDGIAEGIoF0gEINDQ5NGowajeoAgiwAgHxBYaJfW3cqtnW8QWGiX1t3KrZ1g&um=1&ie=UTF-8&fb=1&gl=ca&sa=X&geocode=KZfJiQ3iHNWJMRTc_PMrmLCN&daddr=Midtown+Centre+Mall,+200+John+Street+West+Suite+4+Upper+Offices,+200+John+St+W,+Oshawa,+ON+L1J+2B4 They have tons of money and advice and you paid for it with your taxes. To help you out I will list some main services they are providing. I will help you do some research because you are so kind. Ontario Works offers: https://www.ontario.ca/page/ontario-works
   1. Money to help you and your eligible family members with living expenses, including food, and rent
   2. Health benefits for you and your eligible family members
   3. If you are eligible for Ontario Works, the amount of money you get will depend on your specific situation. In most cases, you must participate in employment-related activities to receive financial help.
   4. You could receive up to $733 a month for basic needs and shelter if you are single.
   5. You good? You got infinity money there as Canada has lots of cows!
2. They have tons of sex and have a large body count so they are outside banging thinking life achievements are linear. I am non-linear but they overhang me saying their life experiences and number of bodies is life and history. They say in the First World that life is ‘about banging’. WTF in Canada? where people have everything and no necessarily need to prove anything and can do finger-painting art all day? I am retired and have a body count of 3. They learned from me and rain ice on me … because they jealous and want in and want to waste my time. My friend group is closed. Call 911 and the Pope to ask to be my friend. Both have to agree to your demands to be my friend with 10 – 15 page written reason (Make it reasonable its 10 or 15 pages). I am running a tight ship 24/7 based on 2020 group timeline. My work and my health first. You need your health first right? If you don’t agree call 911 and the Army. You want to ruin me because you sinned more in life. If you were nice and had less body counts you would buy me a can of iced tea lemonade cold from the cooler and we would talk. Life outside is dark buddy, you know it!

Fucken Jesus Christ! I am a Dalit of the Dalits spent 37 years as a ‘literal’ monkey for the majority in First World Canada and finally made it in life and you want in and want to ruin my body count and youthful childish innocence! FUCK YOU!

It is the childish innocence that makes the clock run!!! YOU FUCKEN IDIOT!

I like ice cream, coffee and pop. And you want me spending $1000 of dollars on ‘crack and cocaine’.

Here are the hours for Social Services for Oshawa if you need advice and supports and number 905-436-6747. They meet thousands of people yearly and have options and even education advice. I recommend them so that is reassuring isn’t it: