Life inside and outside as me

So from 0 to 35, life was whatever …

But I am the First Wave of Vietnamese to the West. The last group out of Eurasia to the New World.

We are at constant wars so things are fragmented and we don’t have a clear understanding of who we are.

So I go become a medical professional at 35 and all I can say is general health care tips.

In Scarborough, the Persians and Latin Americans hold the top care and advice. They have the culture and love.

My people are bombed to Mars and the recent war was to Pluto and napalmed and Agent Oranged and I say … a homemade burger is good to the patient that is suffering from abuse at work, at home and racism as they are White or Persian.

What the fuck do I know?

Vietnam is in War every 100 or 50 years because people want an army base in South Vietnam to have some kinky time and some tropical growing food that grows forever in the dense jungle.

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So outside I am trying to be a medical professional but people think I am a monkey. Monkey only knows how to play.

So now what?

Go internal?

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Internally, I Zen and zone out building Windows Debloaters.

I got on tangents to the unknown non-linear.

Outside is linear and I am a mud fish outside.

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So that is life?

I can not jump inside to outside when inside is 10000x better and produces this.