So finally I learned from all these experiences … finally

I am not treated like an equal white-Canadian in society or in my neighbourhood. That is all.

All this blogging, venting and frustrated mixed emotion and replies is because I am simply a 3rd world mud fish bottom feeding scum living and working in Canada’s underground.

I am not in the back cleaning the dishes at your local large Asian buffet and I am not adding the 7-day simmering beef bone broth and last minute scallions to your Đặc Biệt Phở at the discount but good Viet restaurant so I get this treatment and hate. I am Vietnamese to everyone and everything! LOL!

I have to be in the moment stealing your new 24 inch OLED 240Hz Apple Car Deck in your brand new EV you just got today. I am not acting like ‘the Vietnamese’ in the 1970-1990s.

Now I get the hate and dislike. PEACE OUT !!! LOL !!!!

I just get ‘this’ because I am Vietnamese LOL! You just see Vietnamese! LOL !!!

Fin.

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The Technology we made … Honest breakdown.

In the beginning we just did a radiobutton list that was selectable to output to DIY script. Fluid customizable thinking over the course of 37 years. Really simple and good.

I copied that design to the farag2 Windows Script.

V2.0 farag2 combobox design was amazing. David just coded it.

While doing it, he ported the internal code structure and complexities to the American one.

What Americans and Canadians don’t understand is the team work and interplay between Polish-Canadian, Vietnamese-Canadian, Mexican, British and Russian.

The team was fun there was great synergy.

Most Americans and Canadians are like solo adventurers and doers and that is why I get this hate and this much misunderstanding.

There was an actual team.

But the technology of the Sophia Script Wrapper made the rest of the tech stack for other projects.

I am mostly the code monkey.

When coloured-Canadians or even white-Canadians realized I worked with Russians, they think 1950’s Cold War technology and worry.

That is all it is.

But it delivered and is top of the stack of professional customization for Windows.

So it is the combination of farag2, Inestic holding up the full App and BTG as the glue.

So the hate is that there is a team of like minded individuals delivering and it keeps going positive because BTG the glue is a DALIT and can only aim up and positive.

While most Canadians are redneck racist thinking BTG is a criminal by true nature and should not have the positive stuff it has.

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While BTG does this for fun unlike most people who do work for vanity and competition.

So everyone gone mad because BTG does this for fun. BTG are the Dalit of the Dalits and they get billions of views BUT they don’t drive around in the neighbourhood with ATVs with loud horns saying look at how many views I get because they are Dalit Vietnamese. That is the complexity of being Vietnamese and Dalit.

Neighbours are so irate these days every action now is violent and bad. Never in someone’s wildest dreams would there be so much positivity and positive growth just because they are Dalits of the Dalits. People can not fathom positivity. But it happens because of Dalit of the Dalits. At the bottom you rise.

They honk the horns like they are watching like vultures to calm the neighbourhood but these Canadians lost their culture as there is no British, French left in them as they become Iroquois and all the honking does is make everyone sit around doom scrolling on their phone and bed and be depressed. There is hardly any input outside and life is just doom scrolling. But sometimes there is sparks of good. Can not be 100% negative.

Canada is kind of on a downhill and they know it if they don’t have more British and French immigrants working in Canada. But there are coming and some people are positive. So it is not 100% downhill.

I maybe thinking negative as social media is always ‘educating’ and ‘making buzz’. The 10 second video on Instagram/TikTok/YouTube is a drug. Making low attention span and making you tired. It is like a 10 minute video in a 5 second clip.

It is so funny the white-Canadians are about my age and have kids who are like 17 years old. They honk and make their stand when I am outside. They are 40+ years old with family and children while I am 43 years old and finally figured out the whole American circus stunted my growth simply because they did not know what to do with Vietnamese 2nd gen. This is all an experiment. But damn some group are menacing and want blood here in Canada.

2nd Gen Vietnamese are mixed people and get mixed answers and responses here in Canada. Lost, lost until figuring out you ‘just blank’ the mixed response and reply and go about your day. Nothing makes sense to mixed people.

So go out thinking left, right, up and down and eat the burger at BK.

And the white-Canadians are like I am firm and understand when they don’t. They spent 3 generations in Canada and they get ego tripped when I don’t acknowledge the waning white-Canadian attribute in them as they become Iroquois.

I am fucken mixed brown, Vietnamese, Siberian, Mexican guy LOL! I look literally Mexican from working hard the last 7 years.

But everyone thinks naturally I am a 3rd world scum.

We in an experimental circus.