Doing what I need and want?

I finally understand woman. Especially 2nd Generation Vietnamese born in Canada.

Woman in general regardless of race if mature want a nice man who is either a lab tech or a nurse … basic living with good money. No highs or lows. Just AYCE buffets once in a while.

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Funny thing, as a 2nd Generation Vietnamese born in Canada I did not really have other 2nd generation Vietnamese born in Canada friends …

Then I realized this …

1st Gen go way out of the park and play by themselves or with a specialized team because they independent from Vietnam.

2nd Gen are figuring it all out and aren’t coping well or DGAF and marry and date and have kids at 15-16.

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So the Vietnamese that are 2nd Gen in Canada, what did they do according to ChatGPT?

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So I got a lot of push back making me go no where.

I need to keep doing what I want as the other figures ended up badly.

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Vietnamese-Canadian 2nd gen did media arts a lot and it ended up making them single most of the time and not attack logics of life.

So they are old and single not working in health care for a child of their own because acting goofy playing with Canadian-Western jokes makes them a float most of the time.

But that is what Canada wants as some have kids, a house and family.

Canada can afford them a life being an cultural act.

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But some Vietnamese-American went out of the loop becoming TikTok stars making fun of themselves to a point where they lost it.

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So as a person who is older than most and is finally an individual … I did what I like and coded.

Took me years and years to accept that life can be better than hanging out with my siblings and parents at the age of 42.

The media and community made me wait till I am 42 to realize I was dying and hanging it out not doing anything with my life because the community wants a scapegoat and wants be just chilling doing nothing in society.

All my neighbours hate my family because we did something against the norm.

The neighbours want us to grow oranges and sell them at the end of the street and have nothing to our name and no families.

Canada is great!

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But what is normal for 2nd generation Vietnamese in Canada? Having fun at the age of 12 because everyday is Friday. Getting pregnant at 15. Moving around and finally realizing your date was just wanted to fool around as he is a man and he is full blooded Iroquois and Canadian and you end up in the hands of another 2nd generation Vietnamese man with no dating experience?

Canadians say they have rules and tradition. Nope people just fuck and fuck and fuck. Canada has no rules because you see overdoses.

The ones that have some decency just have it in them from their parents. They played their cards right because everyone has a hand and Canada is cold.

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Time for nursing school.

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What do the neighbours want me to do?

To be honest I am not sure because it looks painful. 99.9999% are younger than me too.

For some reason kids younger than me want to dictate my life? That is usually how it is. They hate seeing independent old people. The old people left.

But being a dalit automatically makes yo 1000 years old … So what gives?

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So I got white Canadians saying mix out, party and work at retail who are 10 years younger than me.

But Dalits understand the meaning of individual existence which is to work hard and solve your independence and make meaning because they are Dalits.

White Canadians then say, “Go on welfare, huey toooey. No need to experiment, we just need you to mix out and get lost in the gene pool and drink beer.”.

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Bombed and napalmed and eat KD?