So when you get old, you just past the time

So I got old. Middle-aged.

Did my dues. Retired.

And people bother me.

Things are 50:50. No one owes anyone in the world. We needed each other to develop. One is stupid and one is smart.

So I grew up to become an unique small-minded closed off old guy where the North American frequency treats me like garbage Dalit. Treats full South Vietnamese people like stupid farmers.

Get asked recently to help people when I only figured out how to live on my own as I did not get help growing up fully. I still feel inept.

I am in a special niche (small passion) and get expected to do things and run things when I got fed waste and garbage for most of my life?

So I don’t have the mental capacity or skills to deal with everything because I got treated like a incapable monkey by everyone.

So I need a Vietnamese 2nd Gen to come home with me to live and learn the old traditional Vietnamese way back in Vietnam.

I literally get fed food wrappers growing up and people expect stuff from me?

What is your take on this?

If I don’t want to interact with you, there must me a solid 100% good reason? Don’t y’all think?

East Asians including Filipinos got a hand on development in Asia for centuries with the West helping. They take control as the boss here in Canada in closed circles (schools / work and etc.).

Treated me like a monkey in all the years growing up in schools.

And now want my attention to be on a the biggest podcast promoting their channel and fun lifestyles of smoking weed and getting wasted in the West because they are established developed East Asian countries?

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So when Vietnam gets developed then we good?

I guess I develop technology and input that in the system for everyone?

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My father told me to live a linear life in the past to maintain just a life. Some range between 0 – 60 maintaining apartment buildings.

But as a 2nd generation, all my ex’s said no. And also we are all turning into First Peoples.

They wanted Hollywood and Caribbean beaches.

Was it a component of God and being good?

Yeah!

I was good since 2018 and did not stick my @#$@ in anywhere so things are fine. Love God and work.

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There is the dynamic when someone says something labelling you learn and learn to balance.

But in reality and in life of innovative growth that does not work.

So the people labeling me and stereotyping me 50:50 doesn’t achieve anything.

If the labelling is so harsh outside and people appear and making their claims, then you got to live move civilized and more smarter.

Good bye neighbourhood.