Competition and Survival

Finally after 37 years I got something done.

Why? Because of surival.

Then East Asians target me saying this and that.

But East Asians have the opportunity to step down and step on other people.

My life is all about survival.

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So South Asians and East Asians always forget that my life is about survival.

They treat me like a lower person like them but lower and sometimes lowest.

That doesn’t work at the end.

I go home and decompress and work on software projects that “does, does” because that is what is left and works.

I don’t merely go home and compete and send YouTube videos of me saying, “Look at me and my life working at A company”.

I go home and work on tools that “does stuff” so I get the reward of doing stuff. Not company stuff.

You and I are completely different at the end. So why bother talking to me in public? That is why Vietnamese that are full Vietnamese are independent.

In the public stores shopping for groceries we remain civil and you and I treat each other like humans. BUT secretly you compete and cut the legs off my ladder! Act racist inside and violent! I am just merely surviving!

“Survival” over “competition and sabotage”. At the end what do you want me to do? I don’t @!#$ care! I am merely doing my passion and surviving and that is what Canada is for. Ask the government!

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I have a new tactic, ask the government why they support me and they will say … well he is supporting the whole continent of North America with his softwares. And he is doing more softwares.

And they will ask you what is the matter? What is your response?

If I see a racist person treating me like a Dalit I should give them a business card with the number for 2-1-1 or some government helpline to discuss how they feel to someone who is a medical professional therapist because in no way do you need to treat people badly in Canada as this is a First World with unlimited opportunities.

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Also when in doubt and thinking negatively, I just do my passion and work for God.

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