Business in Oshawa … no one cares …

So instead of being a selfish twat … I gave my life to God and to the peoples in 2019.

I volunteered in the local seniors centre doing kitchen and special events. Wrecked a shirt with bleach while cleaning dishes.

I volunteered at the local Cancer Centre in the hospital I was born (Yes, I am actually First Peoples Iroquois Canadian from Oshawa Durham Region) but I could not change my skin type and physical attributes fast enough so I look Vietnamese mostly and still. I served for a long time 4 hours shifts for like 2 months and could have caught all the diseases known to man working with immune deficient patients doing chemo. I served warm blankets, hot and cold drinks personally mixed according to patients (I had to redo them sometimes), wrapped cookies, spent money to travel by bus and car and buy the volunteer shirt and do the course to get in. I talked to all races and nationalities to give them some hope because as the Dalits of the Dalits in Eurasia I have some idea of hope.

I even went to school for Practical Nursing and did the pledge thing I think to serve people and God. I studied for about a year and am coming back for a balanced life because I have Tammy.

Then the whole neighbourhood like hates me whenever I go out?

The East Asians think they control me and own me even mixed ones. Their Canadian born children are similar copies to their parents and demand East Asian respect and authority of the whole entire world as they are celestial beings being East Asian still even after 1 generation here in Canada. So I avoid them like a plaque.

The Muslims … I can not say because it is like backwards? When you start working nothing makes sense working with groups that oppose and collab. Also I am jungle guy so I just serve and they work something out with the Western people.

South Asians are South Asians.

White Canadians say you should be honoured and grateful for living in Canada ??? Sure but don’t you see I get along with you like 100% and that means I am mixed? Your European King back in 1581 made a bastard child in Vietnam while looking for exotic silks and garments for his Queen? He was trading beaver pelts from the New World to some Vietnamese?

I am a Mekong guy in my origins and probably mixed the most here in my neighbourhood as I am from the heart of the jungle. The pressure of maintaining the jungle and farming makes me only worry LOL! I have to provide for myself, family and neighbouring countries for 1000s of years. People from all over the world including the New World venture back to the Mekong to rest and mix and eat forever growing bamboo shoots in their stir fries.

When I look at America, sometimes I feel I belong in Southern USA like Texas areas as Columbus open the transnational waterways since 1491. This year is 2026.

We were already here …

I feel life is unfair as I am mixed and don’t get anything except my immediate family and other 2nd generation Vietnamese from Boat People origins.

At the rental building, I fix and repair for renters who are mostly white Canadians. I install toilets, repair bathroom fans, install new plumbing including bathtubs. I do most of it.

How much do I do? Not enough? Not good enough? This monkey doesn’t jump and jive enough?

I guess life sucks even if you give your life to God, work as a cancer nurse volunteer and clean human shit spores off bathroom fans and install toilets.

Your father and mother basically care for White Canadians at the rental a bit. Maintenance and upkeep of the building. But enough is never enough according to God.

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So don’t give anyone your time ???

So I dedicate my life in healthcare and maintenance and neighbourhood people say, “Haha! what an ugly loser SEA Dalit!” here in Canada. “Let’s treat him like the garbage I think he deserves.”