So how to have a balanced life with forwardness?

So I got my life I want now … It only took 42 years for this guy.

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So I plateaued. I plateaued to an old man. Old man who decides and eat and lives like the 1930s. I had to. Old and wise during the Great Depression. That era sparked interests in me and everyone of my generation.

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I recognized everything now, it is this and that and this and that. This makes you do stuff for yourself to move forward.

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So my brother looks like a Eastern Asian Mexican First Peoples at 46 years old.

He has forward thinking and does his stuff on computers.

But if he had to marry and have kids, where would he move to have a stable life with other Asians?

He would move to Toronto and work in a restaurant as his life would have time for kids, wife and drinking at a bar.

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Staying in Oshawa makes his stressed and fat making want to go the extra 2-3 miles making his videos and ideas.

Same with my sisters too including me.

Is the solution to work in a restaurant and have a OK life in Toronto? So I have time for myself and the kids?

Oshawa frequency versus the Toronto frequency.

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So my brother and somewhat me grew a brain.

What does that translate to the East?