Working on yourself

So I worked on myself as an Southeast Asian in his middle age. Around 35 I started to work, work on myself.

People noticed and got hurt because it disturbs them to see a Vietnamese person doing hard forward work. North America is fun for light skin people to shit on darker people. That is how things are run to make money: colorism.

But as humans, they are young and think stereotypical and are growing as young people or growing in general to old wise people. When you get too old and wise, nothing bothers you as you seen it all probably. Your mind can handle forward software.

But the only jobs I should be doing is general IT work or healthcare and not abstract experimenting customizing software as that is too forward.

That is all it is.

80+ year old people are not bothered.

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But at my age of 35+, I had to be active and proactive to live.

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Now what?

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In grade 9, no one liked me so I lived for myself.

So that is the problem.

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Durham and Toronto are different.

Different expectations in Toronto compared to Durham Oshawa.

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Also are you supposed to work on yourself?

Otherwise you are a pawn?

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I stay home all day so that is the problem. If I was out now … I can counter well.

But working on yourself all day at home is all you need.