The time is now.

I did cool stuff 3x+ …

What happened?

Jealously and hate.

Time to live normal.

If life is normal than it is great for yourself and others including your family.

You realize this after doing cool stuff.

…

Then doing normal stuff means there is no meaning to life.

And that is good too.

Up and down and up and down then whatever normal.

It is your family and friends that like a up life.

Enough is enough for a family.