Updates (February 1, 2025)

I realize that I do think different when I am in my element.

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When I am with Vietnamese, it is lively in my soul. It is worth it everyday for me to strive to achieve good things to build.

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I see most of hard work as engineering …

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After socializing quite a bit during the holidays, I realize most people are living routine. I work with Ben and things are new. That is all it is. People get old and have more wisdom but things are good working with Ben.

You have to keep thinking and doing to keep new, growing and happy.

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I talk to my friends and the they realize I work with the greats. I guess that is the thing that people see now that is really complex. Only after awhile people really see deal. I guess that is what it is. I am no one. I just worked with the greats for years and years.

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After the negativity I received normally at this time and place, all it is is for people to grow and learn from the greats.

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You have to work hard. It is masculine to do so. But take your time.

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You always have to realize you are unique. Find people who appreciate that and work with them.

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Again it is more maths and a lonely journey but worth it.

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It is possible that it is not the long hours of studying the maths. What am I really worried about living in the West? I need to break it down why I am hesitant to learn more and do more.

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No one path is the same, everyone has their reasons and individual pursuits.

But for education and skills, it is necessary for individual unique growth not bounded or defined by others.

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In life it is supposed to be special and unique? I find that some people expect the standard life without understanding you can have an unique life in the West? Are we living in a factory?

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After socializing so much and ruminating and journaling, I am back on doing my thing. I guess that is what it is. I learned and grew and now do. That is why it is important to have a solid family for room to learn in the West for a good life for your family.

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At the end of the day only you can save you as a man.

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After all the socializing, I realize you should focus on the fun … your way of fun really. That doesn’t really involve people that stop or paints you bad, bad projecting. People have to know the real good growth side of the story. What is theirs? What is yours? If it is not growth and positive then walk away.

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How do you naturally think positive and for growth at the extreme? What is it after more growth and reflecting? What was it then and now? Does it really change? What does it involve?

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It is nice to have all this growth and lifestyle, but everyone needs a family first. I will do that.

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What is mind boggling is that if I do healthcare again, the amount of learning is unlimited too. But in the medical way. Then it is best to do maths then and become a teacher learning with students really therefore you get to focus on one end.