Updates (June 7, 2025)

I am doing stuff.

Relaxing and thinking.

Socializing and reflecting.

It is not good now.

People need something to do. People need a purpose.

I recently understood what happens if I do the things I do.

If you are not doing what you like that grows you then you feel bad and lose out.

I used to think simple living. Then I learned that you have to do stuff that grows you.

I learned in Vietnamese culture, life is growth too.

So as a Vietnamese man I have to keep growing and do the things that make me feel good and high.

But it is hard to do when the things you have done are done.

I guess that is also life too.

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What I learned to be better overall for me.

I have to live the Southern Vietnamese way and pursue research and study with my friends who are on the same frequency. This will grow myself. This makes me manly.

Southern Vietnamese my way is a mix of Western and Vietnamese. I think Southern Vietnamese are also a part of the South Asian Hindu thinking too. I get along with South Asians cultures well.

Living any other way makes me weak. Sometimes living in other people’s culture makes you at the negative end of things. As other people put you in the bottom of the negative stereotypes to make them look good. You adopt that negative thinking overtime.

That maybe a problem being born in Canada. You sometimes become a caricature of your country if people don’t like you or see you as equal. Depends on people and you.

This makes you sick overall. So all you can do is work from your baseline and grow yourself. So all you do is self-interests.

That is why it is important to befriend other Vietnamese born in Canada. For me I am Southern Vietnamese and I get along with Tammy Nguyen.

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What I realized with the notable people of history is that they keep learning.

I am getting tired.

The way I think naturally needs something I like that is really moving my way.

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I learned in life you need to flesh out what makes you churn. What are the things that push you.

But sometimes other things from other people make you realize something else that maybe more needed and wanted? or something you did not realize you also want??? Well it is something.

Well something is there.

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Life doing programming is something.

You are now over the 4 year of schooling thinking and just getting to work. You then start thinking like your parents.

Which is keep going.

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You are supposed to find friends who think everyday is normal and the same. If you have friends that think so emotional then life gets old quick and needs constant money and exciting things to do.

I guess that depends on experience and the person.

You are supposed to befriend with people on your same wavelength really who live the same as you so you both understand each other and can grow.

Can it grow more? After you studied and worked so hard you don’t think in division.

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The key thing of working so hard in programming after you have done your personal stuff is that you can adapt and not think in division. The more you program the more adaptable you are and more open.