Updates (June 7, 2025)

I am doing stuff.

Relaxing and thinking.

Socializing and reflecting.

It is not good now.

People need something to do. People need a purpose.

I recently understood what happens if I do the things I do.

If you are not doing what you like, you don’t feel good, there is no growth and then you feel bad and lose out.

I used to think simple living. Then I learned that you have to do stuff that grows you that you like.

I learned in Vietnamese culture, life is growth too. I did not know this growing up in Canada.

So as a Vietnamese man I have to keep growing and do the things that make me feel good and high.

But it is hard to do when the things you have like are done.

I guess that is also life too.

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What I learned to be better overall for me.

I have to live the Southern Vietnamese way and pursue research and study with my friends who are on the same frequency. This will grow myself. This makes me manly.

Southern Vietnamese my way, is a mix of Western and Vietnamese. I think Southern Vietnamese are also a part of the South Asian Hindu thinking too. I get along with South Asians cultures well.

Living any other way makes me weak. And does not make things go really.

Sometimes living in other people’s culture makes you at the negative end of things. This is because other people put you in the bottom of the negative stereotypes to make them look good and feel good. Then overtime, you adopt that negative thinking. So then you have to go work with people that see you good.

That maybe a problem being born in Canada. You sometimes become a caricature of your country if people don’t like you from the start and don’t see you as equal. Depends on people and you.

This makes you sick overall. So all you can do is work from your baseline and grow yourself. So all you do is self-interests.

That is why it is important to befriend other Vietnamese born in Canada. For me I am Southern Vietnamese and I get along with Tammy Nguyen. But is she living the good life too? Does she suffer like me?

So as a Southern Vietnamese man, I get treated pretty badly out there in the world as some groups like control? So basically I had to work for myself and build myself with math and logic avoiding certain groups and work with Western people.

But as a Southern Vietnamese man, I have to just work and work hard because of the negativity there is in the world. That is just the way things go in real life. Some groups treat other groups 1000% badly consciously and subconsciously because that is just the way things are in the real world.

But you can easily overcome all the negativity from other people by just doing what you like. Taking your time studying a lot and open your business thing. It just takes time in safe Canada and everyone is different and have their own unique interests. Basically that is what Tony, Thanhda and Monique did. They just did what they liked and are thriving.

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What I realized with the notable people of history is that they keep learning.

I am getting tired.

The way I think naturally needs something I like that is really moving my way in the Western way mostly.

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Life doing programming is something else.

You are now over the 4 year of schooling idea and just working. You then start thinking like your parents.

Which is keep going and never giving up.

Probably once you have your kids you realize you can not give up thinking negative. As your kids will be your power and once your kids give up you get angry and teach them and yourself not to give up.

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You are supposed to find friends who think better than you. If you have friends that think so emotional charged then life gets old quick and needs constant money and exciting things to do. You have to be more meta open and brainy than spend ridiculous money on things and experiences all the time? And sometimes those experiences outside are downright biased. But maybe needed?

I guess that depends on experience and the person.

You are supposed to befriend with people on your same wavelength and above who live the same as you so you both understand each other and can grow together

Can it grow more? After you studied and worked so hard you don’t think in division.

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The key thing of working so hard in programming after you have done your personal stuff is that you can adapt and not think in division. The more you program the more adaptable you are and more open.

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Things I learned …

• What I learned in my life is that the solitude of learning alone in your room is the forward moving piece. Do things your way? At the end you get something, possibly something unique no one has every thought about. You hit a target that no one aimed before.
• You have to befriend people who think meta, open and forward and more forward than you without them controlling you or stopping you from thinking really open. Don’t think with people who think so concrete. No negativity.
• You need to build yourself from the baseline with math and logic and ignore people who think life is emotional cultural closed. The Western way is the most open. As money and time is spent for research and development.

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What people want …

People want people who are so open and building and not controlling.

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I having trouble finding things to do.

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