Updates (June 19, 2025)

So it is just working daily outside to have a OK life now.

You learn tons working outside too.

But this is after you worked so hard on yourself first you realize how much learning there is outside you can do. You developed your mind and can think after doing 5 years of coding and now you have a thinking active mind that can reach far and unique and really in depth.

Before coding I did not think. I just went with the flow and did not much.

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Staying home coding for the last 5 years was odd after working outside lately.

During the last 5 years I was doing 3 things:

1. Finished my computer programming diploma 2-year one that I started in 2017.
2. Build up my mind and personality as a thinker instead of a worker.
3. See what coding would do if I go far in it as I seen engineers and coders have a different lifestyle than others.

But it made me think divided and upset most of the time. Made me polar.

Until I decided not to care about differences and see everything normal and the same, I stopped feeling not good.

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Can you do coding and not think bad and divided all the time?

I am working normal jobs. It is good and everyone is equal.

Coding is for growth and doing better … It is different???

Makes you think you are better and always growing which is pretty bad and not level headed.

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If I never studied coding this far, I would not be able to think beyond normal things and employ reverse thinking/psychology and be content of both sides of life. Be able to cool down every situation and every person I met.

Coding enables you to do everything without the worry of anything really. That is the power of modern living and being able to stand your ground in decision making.

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I went to the hospital in my local area for my mom. I met the people there.

That is the thing about life if you have a strong mother wanting you to go to school and do stuff for yourself.

My mother made me study in 2020. She told me to think and think and do school.

So when I finished and worked now, I can go to a brainy place like a hospital and think and socialize with everyone without feeling weak, sick and not understand what is going on.

This is because I studied and used my brain instead and dealt with all issues of life I think.

I figured life is to do things solo for your own benefit so you don’t get sick and sad and worried. Build stuff so that it build positivity and builds you.

If you just work normally and don’t improve yourself for yourself with uniqueness then you feel odd and bad all the time. You have nothing to be proud of and will not have anything to share with others. And can not grow.

Once you grow a lot and above normal life (Normal life is not growing and is wasting away), you then automatically try and try to do better to feel good. You then try to do stuff and automatically exert energy and time and money to make yourself better and feel good.

If you keep a normal job and get treated horribly and not have growth prospects then you get sick and tired.

That is why people have their own businesses and rather work for themselves than with others to have growth and uniqueness regardless of whatever people do or say.

That is why working with my dad is OK but also working for myself is better.

People open businesses to feel good and needed and solve a problem in society.

You can not just be a sheep really.