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Updates (May 12, 2025)

At the end of the day … it is just your internal drive.

Do I think OK?

You still got to grow your consciousness and learn.

You have to think broadest and objective like some groups to have everything like them.

It is cool when you go out in society and see people doing stuff but not doing stuff.

It is weird … when you are young you follow … when you get old ‘you think’ and think normal like everyone else. There is no racism or cultural connection really. You do think your way but kind of like blah and whatever and equal because you learned and experienced life and doing your own thing.

My mentors like Ben, Allan and Dmitry have a life blueprint for me. Seriously whatever happens, happens doing your proactive thing.

Instead of thinking about life and the despair of getting old, with my team I am thinking about stuff to do and keeping busy. That is what I learned working with Ben really.

What people lack for health? It is to go do something that is not based on the everyday. When I was young I was always working trying to make a buck to afford that nice meal or buy the on sale gadget.

When I worked in my field with my team, it became less of making solutions after awhile and became a thing I did to see where it would take me.

My brother just thinks in art and graphics. But that is 2D-3D. That is kind of the same thing everyday.

By working hard trying to figure out logic problems like coding and doing things like coding new features or just learning how to code enjoying and taking your time is a good maintainer to health. It is not linear really.

It is all projects and your projects and finding out what you enjoy doing and learning.

If I was to build linear products it wouldn’t be fun and probably it would be depressing.

This is what life is like when you start coding. You never know what will happen when you keep at it.

Some people actually feel sorry for me, like my mentors. That is what I forget in life. LOL!

Programming is actually healthy. It is health.

That is what is keeping people from being healthy. The work and act of coding helps with health and maintain it I think.

I never felt good living here in Canada as I was always worried about having a job and the essentials. I felt despair and dumb most of the time.

Then just now I realized it was coding. I feel good doing it. I was actually doing something. Well at least unique.

Now I feel confident.

As a Vietnamese guy the negative stereotypes are bad out in the world. So I had to do something to feel good.

But it is the same for everyone …