Updates (May 7, 2025)

I understand work and health now.

You must work a lot and maintain your health.

This is not young thinking like doing sports and fun. It is about now being old and taking care of yourself.

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I never understood “thinking work” while growing up.

But I understand it now.

A lot of work to just know. Making money is hard doing thinking work. You have to practice and learn a lot first.

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Making money is hard.

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I guess blogging and talking about your issues grows you. It certainly helped me.

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I guess in life, especially as a coloured person born in the West, you really just have to stick to what you like all day. It doesn’t matter how long it takes to get there, you must do your job in attaining a good life.

Going outside and trying to do many things is crazy hard and impossible. All I can do is stay home and do what I like to get that relief. Relief from the everyday stressors of outside.

You can really only concentrate on one thing. Only the wise and mature really know that. Takes time.

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It takes years and years to get good.

The goal is to produce a 3-5 versions of a product for the client.

To get that high requires years and years. It will take at least 4 years for me.

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Going out sometimes helps. Socializing is OK. But you really got to do something that is yourself to have something first.

I got to do solo work because of my situation and the current environment.

It is important to zone in on doing something you like, enjoy and want to grow for that ‘something’.

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It is weird at this age, it is about growth and productivity.

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I am vegetarian again and liquid fasting.

I hear from people that fast that if you can control your food you can do anything.

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The nostalgia of the past was great. But as you get older you realize you must be proactive.

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Programming backend is fine … but I feel you must do something you want and to grow you especially at my age.