Updates (May 2, 2025)

I went out to Toronto the other day to help a family member see a doctor specialist.

I was interacting with people but this time I had more of my skills and old experiences. This time it was different.

People noticed that I was old thinking now. Old people recognized that in me. People realized I can think similar like them and am open.

Once you get old and have thought, you realize it was using your brain and to be neutral and open.

Race and culture do matter but after the jostle you return to thought with the experiences.

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When I think in my group with Discord for RHR everyone is cool and mature.

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You still need to go forward as possible to have anything. I work with a British person and he taught me a lot. How to think broadest.

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If I don’t grow and do stuff, no one would bother with me and I will have nothing and not grow. I will have a small conscious and can not handle anything if I don’t grow and do my thing.

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I grew up in grade 4 knowing that you have to be open and supportive and positive and live basically the Canadian way at the end to have the community support.

That is how I live here in Canada and it is the way.

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How do you live as a Vietnamese-Canadian here in Canada? How to have a family?

Well you are supposed to find a women that understands everything about how Canada works and the people here.

Understand and still push a baby out into the world …

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After socializing the other day, I realized to have a productive moving forward life is to live like Linus Torvalds.

I finally realized this after years and years.

When I was young I knew his way was the best.

His life is the truth and salvation people need to be forward and grow.

Linus has the blueprint of life for thinking and life I think.

Took me years and years to understand it. Took me until now.

When I was young I couldn’t program but I knew his life was the good life when I was young. And to see it and try to do it was the right thing for me.

I was caught up in society and growing.

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The thing I realize is how the way I live currently. We do things to have self-esteem. That is all there is to it.

Therefore you do what you need to produce something. This evolves your consciousness and grows you.

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Everyone needs everyone. Everyone learns and grows from everyone at the end. At the end we evolve and grow.

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At the end of the day we just do what we want in our homes.

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What I learned also is that what Vietnamese people do is just what they do in that part of the world.

Like what I do is what I do naturally.

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I got to the point where I have some production. It took years and years to cultivate something.

I never believed in myself growing up because I just thought about doing work to get money and have a family like do a professional healthcare job.

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It is stressful to think trying to do something on your own and wing it. But because I live in the West I can do it. I always forget that.

The truth is that I can live that way.

My parents think otherwise.

I try to live like Western for health and forward thinking and growth.

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If I don’t try then I get made fun of LOL! As the Vietnamese stereotypes are quite negative.

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After 50 years after the Vietnam War, as a Vietnamese I thought and thought until I got somewhere different than the negative norms. But also just had to think.

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After awhile people just think. Like they start thinking like the people at the top of the country they reside in.

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If you don’t grow and do stuff, you actually go mad I think.

So everyone is reaching to do better I think.

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After getting criticized a ton as a ‘Vietnamese’, I realize that now life was to think the highest and not get bogged down. Living smart was the only way for a Vietnamese person like me.

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The cool thing about software projects as more time goes buy you keep adding more features.

I think that is a bit different to making websites. Websites can last unchanged for years as most just show information and services for a company.