Updates (April 27, 2025)

Life is good. I am taking a break.

I was lucky to work with my team for years. Good forward things.

It is positive in the more forward sense. But negative in the other sense.

Anyways, I am taking time off.

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Now I know why I had to work this way.

I don’t think a certain way.

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When I started working out in society again in 2016, I knew I was behind and only had myself working as a dishwasher.

But it was my hobbies that pushed me. Then I found great people to work with in my field.

Is it simple like that? You do your hobbies then meet the greats?

I think yes it is because for a person like me, I have to work in society because that is what I think like naturally. I think outside rather inside. It is just who you are.

Don’t get angry if things don’t work out for you as your personality matches where it is best at the end. You have to practice and practice and work and work to see where you belong.

I think that is a misunderstanding I have for years and years.

At the end, it was hard work. I guess it is just hard work?

It was web development at the end like I knew when I was in grade 12/13.

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It was hard work at the end like web development. But how to get there was the problem.

I had to socialize with similar people at the end. That is why it took me 10 more years than average.

I needed Vietnamese people to help shape my mind. There are Vietnamese perspectives worth looking at and learning from.

Even though you know that path to money and work you need similar growth perspectives from Vietnamese people to share and give the same feelings of life, perspectives and growth.

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It is as simple as this.

When people retire they die after 4-5 years.

When people stop work they get sick and die.

I guess now at my old, old age is just to do the things I like.

Work is secondary still because I don’t have the 8 years of practice. It is as simple as that.

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Funny thing about life long term. When I was 25 years old, I went to do computer science after finishing school to work and grow.

New students (young people) were surprised that a Vietnamese person “in general” knew stuff and can pass exams like computer science.

That is why old people should not go involve themselves with young people sometimes. It causes conflict and misunderstanding.

Young people have stereotypes about people how certain people should act and behave in school. Young people think you get stupid and sick and go away when you get old. Basically young people think about race and prejudice only and not long term health and growth of the individual at first.

School doesn’t teach life really. School doesn’t teach you to have a good healthy life which is studying and growing and being more.

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It is going to take 8 years to do web development well.

Who is willing to do that?

But also who is will to enjoy it and take their time?

Who is pushing hard at it?

And if you stop you get sick.

So just enjoy life in Canada and take your time. Enjoy a coffee and donut.

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The problem with young adults and up to middle age is that there is that feeling of hierarchy and putting people down and not helping others. Keeping people below you to have a good feel and power. It is also what growing up is too.

But as a Vietnamese person growing up in Canada I encountered this too much.

People putting people down and not allowing them to grow will backfire always 100%. I learned this from Allan Michael Lane. He is so open on learning and growing to be so good in your field. That is all that matters in life to sustain you.

If you don’t allow people to grow, you aren’t growing yourself. Their life will suffer at the end.

You are supposed to grow and learn and develop for your own health and mind too individually. Exploration and growth of spirit and consciousness and knowledge.

At the end I had to work alone really. That is what happened. That is just what it comes too.

At the end that is life. Everyone realizes this at the end the same way. Everyone will reach this and will suffer that same fate.

But because I live in Canada whatever.

I take my time and drink some coffee.

Also if you don’t live this way you or have not seen this true truth then you are still young and inexperienced.

I had to say it. I did not realize this was the truth, truth.

I knew this was the truth but now is the time to reach this and write it down.

Also if you live this way you become better overall in everything.

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Also because I was born in Canada and think Western and probably because I am south Vietnamese I act this way.

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I like to explore a lot. That is what got me here really. That is why people don’t understand about me. I enjoy the individual pursuit of knowledge really. That is my mindset really.

Some people think otherwise of what I am doing depending on their angle.

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But more I work in web development trying to make money and socialize with like minded people, I understand greed and power now.

But also I learned about doing the good and right thing too.

But if you enjoy doing what you are doing that will be different. Opening the mind and exploring.

I need to make money now and have something.

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If I don’t do what I like and want I don’t feel good. It is as simple as that I learned.

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