Updates (Oct 5, 2025)
What I learned lately …
Everyone is in their own world at 40+???
I find myself at my age doing the things I want with my friends. That is all it is???
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Funny thing you learn about life in the Western world …
When I was working with people around my age in 2016, the older coworkers pushed me to live my dream as everyone was mature and old and lost their youthful fun exploring spirit. Life became dreary but your hobbies and dreams is what keeps you in good spirits.
Younger people were still thinking bad because they still thought superficial.
Then I set to do what I want in 2017. I went into my soul and did what I wanted to grow.
Then I realized in 2025 now, everything goes to a point where everyone does what they want uniquely alone in their own time one day. Everyone has the few hours each day to themselves so they can relax and do what they really want.
I did not do what I want when I was young so that is the problem really. So I did not grow normally and find friends normally. Now things are OK because see below …
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Then I realized this.
There is a big component of God.
As long as I keep away from doing vices, God will protect me and keep me healthy.
There is God and you have to have the control to not break your human spirit. You must live with an unbreakable human spirit.
You must do ‘just stuff’ to enjoy life.
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Beyond race and the outside … there is just a person inside everyone.
What does that person want? What does that person want to share?