Updates (May 13, 2025)

Now I understand diversity and support over time.

The Vietnamese from Vietnam and Vietnamese from Canada who understands diversity and support will come to ideas and conclusions that may be surprising and new.

I learned from Tony Tie and Tammy Nguyen and Son Nguyen to keep your character and learn from others and evolve it overtime in the West.

They are all successful.

It is a back and forth thing learning being Vietnamese and living in Western culture.

This is because I did some stuff that is OK uniquely.

However that is measured doesn’t matter. I live in Canada and did whatever …

That is the trick … keep at what bothers you and address it. That is what life is for yourself to fix and then grow.

I guess you keep doing that.

The problem for me is my negative perspective and to grow from the negativity I receive.

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I hit a peak and was shown more.

Got to relax, reflect and learn from the new information.

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My mentors feel sorry for me …

I just have 1995 – present use of Windows computers to dabble in.

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I realized something according to Bill Nye about racism.

The people near the equator think like me as my parents are from An Giang province in Vietnam. So my family doctor, lots of my friends I made in nursing think just like me. Just as sad and same quirks. I made some friends from Nigeria, Somalia, Ghana, Philippines and Colombia and we think similar.

That is why some Westerners ask me where my parents are from or where I am from usually. It makes sense now.

All my siblings have the similar sadness and happiness like my mother who for generations lived in An Giang near the Mương Trâu Bridge. My father came from Mương Ranh up north so my father is more happy with less UV radiation.

Is it all science?

That is why I hear South Asians who lived most of their lives in Canada come back home to their country to marry someone in their origin city/town.

The people I know closer to the equator are more negative than me sometimes??? It is sad to be that negative.

I know people from more southern areas near the equator in Vietnam who think more negative than me.

People from Ho Chi Minh City think more positive than me as it is more north.

Because I think naturally negative outside, I stay home most of the time to avoid the comparisons and also stay lighter skin focused on my hobbies to stay positive.

My cousins think like and feel like me.

That is why I like to go back to Vietnam sometimes to feel normal with my family back home.

So there is this range and combination: your skin colour, your genes and where your parents are from for generations affected by UV radiation/climate.

I can become dark skin. I did it once by staying out in the sun when I was in Vietnam in 2006. I tanned myself and looked and felt and was treated different.

But naturally how do I feel at rest? I feel negative and dark … so I guess where your parents are from matters the most.

If I stay in Vietnam in An Giang for 1000s of more years, I will get dark. But my genes are mixed from the north.

Therefore your second half should be from the similar area … so you balance each other out???

But the ones near the equator have to work harder because they think negative more because they think darker.

But too much negativity is bad really? How does this balance out? Well the countries with the best programmers are the coldest like Finland I think and possibly Russia?

But the networks before the Internet was created by Philip Emeagwali from Nigeria.

I guess polar opposites have something to do with achievements.

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Some people are smarter and more worldly than you …

All I have is my routine. I like to stay home doing my thing. That is life.

Also I think in my culture I think?