Updates (May 6, 2025)

Seems like the only thing I like to do is refactor and add stuff nowadays like Dmitry.

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Learning generally like online video tutorials doesn’t feel OK as a pastime to learn or for fun. It seems now after working with the team is to do stuff with the team and alone. Because that is growth doing things. This is beyond just doing things. It becomes the thing to really do stuff and grow.

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It comes to a point where it is just doing stuff.

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Now it becomes a life about productivity. I learned and grew and feel that life now is about productivity just like every other man who knows and is older now.

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I see the enticement of a mature person now. A person not only is productive and entrepreneurial but knows what is right and best for a good life. So mature that they are quiet and do things that makes better. Like a old wise grandpa/senior who lives the wise old fashioned life. Not selling or thinking negative and bad. Live good.

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Then you ask yourself … Who lives the good life? Then you look around and see and seek people with that life and wisdom.

But then you realize it is cultured. You are seeking old Vietnamese people who have a good life.

Am I living a good life?

I guess I am if I am doing what I want here in Canada …

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Then comes the time to just live … After the ‘high’ and ‘understanding’ of high thinking work you can kind of just wing it?