Updates (April 30, 2025)

Doing programming work like projects is probably the healthiest way to live.

Doing web sites is probably the unhealthiest way to live if you are full stack.

Programming work doing projects is normal work that give you a normal life.

Website creation is probably the stressful life.

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I guess now it is a mainly a life of projects and dabble in websites.

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After learning all this and doing stuff like this you realize life is still stressful. It is constant stress to feel good and do more and be better.

You always have to do better. But too much is no good. But you still need to reach.

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I think the healthiest way to live as a computer guy is Linus Torvalds.

Web development 24/7 is too much.

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After doing web development with Divi and getting results, I realized that life that is forward and leading and creation is a different level.

You become kind of greedy doing things instead of idling and doing what society tells you. That is weird.

Creating a product and service and pushing it out.

Does that show anything? Does that evolve? Evolve to what?

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People needed other people to learn and grow. That is what people at the top don’t tell you.

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The thing I also learned is individuality.

You do things you just like. There is the Western way of doing things, your people’s way and just your way.

If you don’t do your way you don’t learn and grow and evolve really. You might create something unique from your end.

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The feedback of website design hurts and is deep. Takes a lot of energy to figure out a solution that is universal and works. It is probably the most satisfying too.

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Is how I feel based on racism I received? Yes!

Is what I do affected by racism? Yes!

Are the projects I do influenced by racism? Yes!

Am I really doing what I want? Yes and influenced by racism a bit.

That is how I develop and evolve and think.

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I just grew more and did more than what society expected of me.

Now I see the negativity of doing this. I see the dark side of people now that expected nothing.

But you still have to do this to have a life. That is all it is.

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I think I can take a break now and continue to study. I need to be outside and become a student.

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Now I understand routine work.

After doing thinking jobs, I understand the necessity to do routine work.

I went ahead and figured out that to make a family you need some kind of routine.

Even selling stuff is OK. You still learn.